lights, and the applause, and â¦
âGood morning, Nick.â
The voice, the hated voice.
He stopped abruptly. âGood morning, Mr. Atkins,â he said.
Atkins was smiling. The smile was a thin curl on his narrow face, a thin bloodless curl beneath the ridiculously tenuous mustache on the cleaving edge of the hatchet face. The managerâs hair was black, artfully combed to conceal a balding patch. He wore a gray pinstripe suit. Like a caricature of all store managers everywhere, he wore a carnation in his buttonhole. He continued smiling. The smile was infuriating.
âReady for the last act?â he asked.
âYes, Mr. Atkins.â
âIt is the last act, isnât it, Nick?â Atkins asked, smiling. âFinal curtain comes down today, doesnât it? All over after today. Everything reverts back to normal after today.â
âYes, Mr. Atkins,â he said. âToday is the last act.â
âBut no curtain calls, eh, Nick?â
His name was not Nick. His name was Randolph Blair, a name that had blazed across the theatre marquees of four continents. Atkins knew this, and had probably known it the day heâd hired him. He knew it, and so the âNickâ was an additional barb, a reminder of his current status, a sledgehammer subtlety that shouted, âLo, how the mighty have fallen!â
âMy name is not Nick,â he said flatly.
Atkins snapped his fingers. âThatâs right, isnât it? I keep forgetting. What is it again? Randolph Something? Clair? Flair? Shmair? What is your name, Nick?â
âMy name is Randolph Blair,â he said. He fancied he said it with great dignity. He fancied he said it the way Hamlet would have announced that he was Prince of Denmark. He could remember the good days when the name Randolph Blair was the magic key to a thousand cities. He could remember hotel clerks with fluttering hands, maitre dâs hovering, young girls pulling at his clothing, even telephone operators suddenly growing respectful when they heard the name. Randolph Blair. In his mind, the name was spelled in lights. Randolph Blair. The lights suddenly flickered, and then dimmed. He felt the steel outline of the Luger against his belly. He smiled thinly.
âYou know my name, donât you, Mr. Atkins?â
âYes,â Atkins said. âI know your name. I hear it sometimes.â
His interest was suddenly piqued. âDo you?â he asked.
âYes. I hear people ask, every now and then, âSay, whatever happened to Randolph Blair?â I know your name.â
He felt Atkinsâs dart pierce his throat, felt the poison spread into his bloodstream. Whatever happened to Randolph Blair? A comedian had used the line on television not two weeks before, bringing down the house. Randolph Blair, the ever-popular Randolph Blair. A nothing now, a nobody, a joke for a television comic. A forgotten name, a forgotten face. But Atkins would remember. For eternity he would remember Randolph Blairâs name and the face and terrible power.
âDonât â¦â he started, and then stopped abruptly.
âDonât what?â
âDonât ⦠donât push me too far, Mr. Atkins.â
â Push you, Nick?â Atkins asked innocently.
âStop that âNickâ business!â
âExcuse me , Mr. Blair,â Atkins said. âExcuse me . I forgot who I was talking to. I thought I was talking to an old drunk whoâd managed to land himself a temporary job â¦â
âStop it!â
â⦠for a few weeks. I forgot I was talking to Randolph Blair, the Randolph Blair, the biggest lush in â¦â
âIâm not a drunk!â he shouted.
âYouâre a drunk, all right,â Atkins said. âDonât tell me about drunks. My father was one. A falling-down drunk. A screaming, hysterical drunk. I grew up with it, Nick. I watched the old man fight his imaginary
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