because it will affect her status in life or something. Callie didnât actually stop moving her feet, but she kind of slowed down and turned back to face us, like she might stop.
âOh, hey,â said Katie casually.
I could see Katie struggling with whether to stop and chat or keep walking. I wanted to keep walkingâand not because of Callie!
Olivia gave me a dirty look and flounced her hair, but at least she didnât make some snarky comment. She didnât even break her stride.
We kept walking, and the encounter was over.
A little ways down the hall, we got on the escalator, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief. âAwk-ward!â I singsonged, but Katie was quiet.
âKatie?â I asked.
She turned reluctantly toward me, and her eyes had tears welling up in them. âOh, Katie!â I cried, and then I tried to give her a hug. Hugging on escalators is not a good idea, by the way, and I recommend you never try it. But at least our nearly crashing to our deaths got Katie giggling, and her unshed tears only leaked a little.
âSorry.â She sniffled, but the crisis had passed. âI just couldnât believe that weâd just been talkingabout her, and then there she was, with her new life!â
âI know,â I agreed quietly.
âAnd then . . . I had nothing to say to her! Nothing! And she used to be my best friend!â Katieâs lip quivered.
âWell, I bet she would never have asked you to do a whole class project of hers, now would she?â I joked. âAnd she never would have made you march in a parade in costume, so she could be with her crush, huh? Would she? Now what kind of a friend is that?â These were all things Katie did for me.
Katie got giggling again.
âAnyway, how about me? I feel like Iâm going to throw up whenever I see Olivia. Iâm surprised she didnât figure out a way to insult me as she strolled on by! Like, maybe she could have said, âHey, Alexis, looks like youâre having a hard time walking with that bag full of fattening supplies!â â
Katie grew serious. âIs she still doing that?â
âTotally,â I said. My stomach clenched, dreading seeing her in school.
âItâs funny she didnât do it just now, when there were other people around.â
âI know. Sheâs a sneak attacker,â I said. Now I felt miserable. We had almost reached my momâscar. âAnd the worst part is, my mom thinks I need to apologize to her!â
âWhat?â Katie was shocked, but I couldnât finish the story now.
âIâll tell you at the grocery store,â I whispered. âHi, Mom!â I called in a fake-cheery voice, getting into the car. I gave Katie a serious look, and she nodded; we would not be discussing any of this with my mom.
At the grocery store we filled the cart with the items from the list Iâd made, plus the gingerbread ingredients weâd need. Katie also threw in some waxed paper and a couple of other supplies that would come in handy.
As we walked, we discussed what I should do about Olivia. Katie understood my momâs point about apologizing, but she knows Olivia as well as I do. She knows that apologizing might only set me up as a permanent victim in Oliviaâs eyes.
âThat girl does not need a new punching bag,â Katie said seriously.
She had a point.
âBut I need to apologize. It wasnât nice of me to say that. But it also doesnât justify the way sheâs been treating me. So after I apologize, then I wantto follow it up with something strong, you know?â
âYes, and at the same time. Like, you canât let the apology hang out there and then later do something strong, because sheâll be gathering her strength, thinking sheâs beaten you after the apology. And then youâll never beat her. Letâs think of a plan.â
âOkay.â
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