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down to take him in her mouth. She says that he was half erect, so she knew he had been aroused by touching her and seeing her respond. Some instinct made her close her lips around his cock and use her tongue and teeth to arouse him. At first he was nervous and afraid, but finally he began to enjoy the sensations. Deborah says she knew he would be all right when he put his hands on her head and held her against him.
    ‘Whenever I imagine that scene I go all hot and shivery. In my fantasy I see a girl of eighteen or so kneeling between the legs of a man, not a youth. Her hands are tied behind her back and the moonlight makes deep shadows in the corners of the room as she bends to take his cock in her mouth. He holds her fiercely against him, forcing her to take all of him. She clamps the shaft between her lips and begins a rhythmic in-and-out motion while he urges her on. Then he explodes inside her mouth and she swallows the semen. When she looks up the moonlight falls across her and she has my face. At other times it’s me sitting on the bed with my hands tied behind my back while a man kneels between my thighs and plunges his tongue inside my cunt while he uses his mouth to drive me to orgasm.’
    ‘Well,’ Harriet remarked, ‘you certainly have a healthy and robust fantasy.’
    Rachel smiled. ‘I do, don’t I? But it’s only a fantasy.’
    ‘Well, we may be able to change some of that for you. Have you ever spoken to Jeff about this?’
    ‘No. I haven’t the courage.’
    ‘If he cares for you he’ll at least listen. Or I could visit the two of you. I may be able to help both of you over your initial problems. We’ll come to that later, after you’ve had a chance to think it over. But you were telling me about your grandmother.’
    ‘Yes, I was,’ Rachel said. ‘I find it easier to explain myself through her experiences. Sort of talking myself around to my own fantasies. I want to have the chance to try out the same things.’
    ‘And so you shall. But first tell me more about your grandmother. She sounds like such an interesting person.’
    Rachel nodded and continued where she had left off. ‘Deborah wrote that she became excited whenever she thought of being put into her restraints. The feeling became overwhelming almost as soon as she had been strapped into her straitjacket, and it built all night. Being unable to relieve herself only added to her determination to masturbate when she was let out in the morning. She wrote that at first she took to spending a lot of time in the bathroom. And then like a miracle Benjy began his nightly visits to her room. After that there was no going back. She formed the mental connection between sex and bondage during those years, and she never broke it afterwards. When she took Benjy to a climax, they were both well on the road to forming a habit of oral sex – which their elders would have labelled “beastly” if they had known. She was very lucky to have found someone as understanding as my grandfather later on.
    ‘Deborah says that Benjy was frightened when she brought him to climax the first time, but that he quickly came to enjoy the sensation. And it wasn’t too long before he became adept at using his mouth to bring her to climax. So one way and another they learnt about how to please one another.
    ‘And there were other experiments. Once or twice, Deborah says she managed to find an “implement” which she was able to stuff inside her on those nights before her parents put her into the straitjacket. She never said what she used, but I imagine she found something in the vegetable bin to do the job. Her parents’ house doesn’t sound like the place to have had purpose-made dildoes lying around loose! But although she found the sensation of being stuffed full pleasant enough, she was never able to make herself come because she was strapped to the bed on her back and couldn’t turn over to hump herself or rub her “spot” – another of her euphemisms