president of the mill, though everyone knew that the Southern industry was dwindling as every sort of textile became cheaper to make overseas.
My daddy was bound by social status, parental control, and the limitations of only one working arm, but even with all these constraints, he was the most optimistic person I knew.
He could be happy and hopeful just sitting on our crab dock, drinking iced tea. Heâd look around at one of his daughters or his petite, well-dressed wife and say, âWeâve got it good, donât we?â And then, âLetâs go down to the Dairy Cream and get a sundae, just for the heck of it!â
âYouâre the one Iâm countinâ on,â heâd told me a few nights ago beneath the fluorescent light of the kitchen. I had forgone an evening of hanging out with Jif and Georgianne to finish my Catcher in the Rye novel because Penelope Russo had referred to it countless times in Governorâs School. To my disappointment, it was a fatalistic novel about the loss of innocence of a teenage boy, and I hoped that every book didnât depress me this way. The thought dawned on me, Could Penelope Russo not know the meaning of life? But I pushed it aside to listen to Daddy.
âLou has learning problems, and Dizzy is as wild as a goat, Adelaide.â
He shook his head and squeezed the top of my hand with his good arm. âHeck, I just want to get her to adulthood in one piece.â
He looked me square in the eye without a blink. âBut youâre the one who is going to make it, sister. I can just feel it, you know?â
âYes, sir,â I said, and I wanted to believe him.
âNow, I know you like poems and that sort of thing, but youâve got to promise your old man that youâll pick a solid major and get a job that can support your dreams: lawyer, doctor, you name it. You can have it all, babyâwork, family, and poemsâbut youâve got to get the solid stuff first, okay?â
âYes, sir,â I said, turning my hand palm up to squeeze his back.
âThing about it, I never understood that when I was your age. All I did was chase your mama and run the football, and it hurt me not to pay more attention to my books.â He tugged at his paisley tie to indicate his failure. âYou want to have choices.â
âI understand, Daddy.â
âI think you do,â he said as he walked toward the den. âNow Iâm going to get your mama to help me put on my fatigues and relax.â
(He could not unbutton his shirt without her help.) Then he turned back once as I stared at my letdown of a novel, and he said, âI love ya, sweetheart. And Iâm pulling for you.â
When I looked up, he had walked out of the room.
Now Mama, whom Dizzy had unfairly nicknamed âIce Lady,â handed each of us a cup of ice from the minicooler at her feet before consulting her map.
Her nickname came a few years back when she handed out icy treats at the Williamstown childrenâs charity run. She stood at the corner of Main and Mill Street and gave Dixie cups of sweet crushed ice and frozen orange slices to the participants as they flew past. There was a picture of her on the front page of the state paper that was in town to cover the event.
âIf it werenât for that ice lady,â one of the runners said, âI wouldnât have made it to the finish line.â
And there was a letter to the editor that read, âThank you, ice lady!â and recounted one overheated womanâs blurred vision during the race, cured only by the sweet, icy oranges that a lovely lady in a large straw hat handed to her at the busiest intersection in town.
But while I refused to call her by the nickname, I could see the second truth in it. Greta LeVan Piper was emotionally distant somehow. I couldnât remember her ever spontaneously hugging one of usâor Daddy, for that matter. And she didnât shower
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