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and it’s a kiss so sweet and
tender I fight back tears. His tongue explores me and then I want
more and he becomes seeking, demanding and I give him everything I
have. He pulls away and his thumb caresses my cheek.
    “Jack, I want to touch you. Please.” My hand
slides down his shoulder into the patch of skin open at his throat.
I’m fumbling with the top button, I’m so excited by him all around
me, his smell, his heat.
    “Abby, wait, I’m still worried about you. I’m
worried about the way you buried what happened to you and not
dealing with it. You and me, it will help you but I’m worried it
won’t be enough for you. I think you should see a therapist about
what happened.”
    With a sigh I rest my head on his shoulder
and a part of me, the sane thinking part is glad for his words.
Another part of me is angry and wants to scream at him for making
me go back to that place again. “Okay, work pays for six sessions.
I’ll do the six sessions but that’s it. I promise, I already don’t
feel like a jumbled freaked out mess about it. That’s because of
you and us talking and you showing me there’s nothing to be afraid
of. That the one time doesn’t define me and what sex means. That’s
a hell of a lot more than I ever could get from a therapist. I know
that, I did try. Yes, it was only once but now after being with
you, I don’t want to get hung up on the past I want to enjoy just
you and what we do together.”
    “Thank you, baby, I know it’s not going to be
easy. There’s a part of me that’s worried that if you don’t, once
we get there, it will bring up bad memories for you. The only thing
I want your mind on is me and your pleasure.”
    “I understand that, I do. There have been
several times I was surprised it hasn’t come up. I’ll call on
Monday and make an appointment.”
    “Good, now for the other thing we need to
talk about. For now we’re going to be careful but I need to know.
Do you want me to use condoms or do you want to use the pill? I’m
clean, I haven’t been with anyone since my last physical.”
    “I’m already on birth control. I don’t have a
period except about once a year. I have really painful periods and
my doctor suggested it. I don’t want to use condoms, I want to feel
all of you inside me.”
    Jack picks me up and walks me into my
bedroom. Tossing the bag at the foot of the bed he lays me gently
down on the bed. He begins to undress and fire flows over me. I
don’t hesitate to come up to my knees and pull my dress up and off.
I’m reaching for my panties but he stops me as he undoes his
jeans.
    “No baby, I want to take the rest off. Lay
back for me.” He pushes down his jeans and he’s hard, oh my god.
His cock is up, almost touching his stomach and my pussy floods,
wanting him inside me. “Please baby, lay back and you’ll get your
turn.’’
    Fighting my need, I lay back and watch as he
comes down over me, instinctively my legs open for him. His eyes
touch me every where, I slide my hands up his chest. Muscle and
sinew clench and ripple beneath my fingertips, his skin is like
silk, the hair oddly soft to me. I’m in awe at the power in his
body and yet how gentle and careful he has been with me.
    A hand captures first one wrist and the other
in a firm hold and brings them up over my hand. “Jack!” I’m shaking
from the loss of him.
    His mouth is on mine, hot, and ravaging. My
mouth can only cling to his, begging for more. He pulls away and we
are both fighting for breath. “My turn.” He whispers against my
mouth and a fingertip is there, feeling the flesh along the line of
where the cups of my bra contain me. His touch is so light, I don’t
know why it feels like it burns, he’s teasing and I make a promise
right then and there to never again wear a bra for him. At last, he
finds the clasp between my breasts and draws only one cup open. A
fingertip measures the areola around and around and with lovely
friction I become tighter for his mouth.