Dr. Collins tells me Ollieâs heartâs failing, kidneys are failing, and he suspects heâs got a tumor somewhere, giving him pain.
Miss Bowen canât hardly stand being in the room when Ollie gets the needle, but canât stand not being there neither, so she wants all the loving hands on her pet we can provide, and Dr. Collins asks can I come in and stroke the dog till its over.
Miss Bowen has her hands on Ollieâs head, her face against his muzzle. Iâm stroking Ollieâs flank.
âReady?â Dr. Collins asks, real gentle.
âOh, Ollie, I love you so,â the lady sobs, and I got a lump in my own throat.
Dr. Collins gives the needle, and Ollie donât even jerk or flinch. His breathing stops, and a few seconds later Miss Bowen raises up and looks at him, and his eyes look just like glass marbles, not moving at all.
I hope I donât have to assist in any more going-to-sleep sessions, but Iâll have to if I get to be a vet. Every time a dog comes in hurting, I think of Shiloh.
Even though Iâm going home at noon this time instead of helping Dad deliver mail, he stops at Wallaceâs store in Friendly so I can buy me a PayDay candy barâthe way I treat myself for helping out at the clinic. Split it with Dad. Be nice if I could ever get a real part-time job at the clinicâget paid with money, not candy.
Ma had a headache this morning, so after Dad drops me off at home, she lies down for a nap and I keep the girls quiet out on the porch making a straw man. Weâve got us an old pillowcase, an old shirt and overalls of Dadâs, and a raggedy pair of work gloves, and weâre cramming them full of straw. Weâll have that man sitting out here on the porch come Halloween. Dad says we can have the bale of straw he got for the chicken house to usefor stuffing, and after Halloweenâs over, weâll give it back to the chickens.
Shilohâs lying beside me, glad for a bit of sunshine, and Tangerineâs jumping at every twitch of his tail, trying to catch it.
I found a perfect box for the head, and Beckyâs stuffing the arms. Dara Lynn took the job of patiently pushing crushed straw into each finger of the work gloves.
âSee how real they look if I donât make âem too stiff?â she says, holding up one glove. âWe can bend âem a little at the joints.â
Becky lifts her head and scrunches up her nose. âWhatâs that?â she asks, and sniffs.
Iâm sniffing at about the same time. âSomebody must be burning leaves,â I tell her. âAgainst the law when itâs so dry.â
âI smell it too,â says Dara Lynn.
I put down the box and look out across Middle Island Creek, at the woods far off on Old Creek Road. I see a cloud of gray smoke rising up over the tops of the trees. Then I go out in the yard and climb on top the shed.
Itâs getting windier, and I canât tell if the smoke is all in one place or moving along. All in one place, itâsprobably somebodyâs trash pit. But far down, I see this yellow-orange color, and itâs moving. Dancing.
I jump down and yell, âGo inside and wake Ma. Tell her thereâs a fire! Itâs coming down Old Creek Road. And donât you move from here âless Ma goes with you.â
And leaving Shiloh and the girls behind, I leap on my bike, go racing down the lane, and thunder across the planks of the bridge.
seven
A LL I CAN THINK OF is Juddâs dogs, penned up in his backyard. Juddâs been working six days a week now at Whelanâs. Donât get off till five. Can already see them in my head, smelling the danger, yelping and throwing themselves against the fence, trying to get out.
I pedal like mad, all the while hoping that maybe a neighborâs already opened the gateâthe one neighbor close enough to see, anyway. But deep down Iâm thinkinâ that anybody who looks out and sees
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