choking. Iâm choking but Iâm not underwater. Something blocks my throat. Dad, help me!
Heat shoots through my arm, through my veins.
A nurse points at me. Red fingernail polishâlike blood.
âSheâs coming out . . .â a deep voice says. The sound is unbalanced. Strong at first then it fades. âPenny? Please stand back. Stand back. â The voice moves away from me.
âPenny . . . can you hear me?â Dadâs voice.
My eyelashes shield my eyes from the light so it canât come all the way through. I want to see Dad. My right foot is fat and swollen. I want someone to rest ice on my foot.
âPenny, I love you. Youâre okay. Itâs Dad.â
I blink away the fractured canary light. Dad drifts into view. The top of his bald head is shiny.
âPenny. I want you to nod if you can hear me,â Dad says.
âVitals look good .â There is the deep voice again, fading away.
It is not Wesâs deep voice. Where is Wes? I just saw him. Didnât I?
âHeart rate normal,â Deep Voice says.
âPennyââ Dad.
Clear sound.
âNod if youââ
Clearish.
âCan hear me . . .â
Like thereâs a shell over my ear.
I raise my chin a little up and down. My neck is so stiff. My cheeks are tight.
âThatâs good, Penny Pen,â Dad says. âReal good.â
Someoneâs squeezing my fingers. I turn my head and when I do, an accordion unfolds in my neck. Mom stands by the bed and holds my fingers in hers.
âMââ I try to push sounds out of my mouth. âMââ Something blocks them.
She wears a pink sweater.
Beyond her, the sunset drips down a high-rise building. Mom is backlit in tangerine. The light bleeds from the glass to her sweater. She rests her hand on my arm and I reach to lay my fingers over hers.
Thereâs a tug on my skin. I squint.
An IV digs into the top of my hand.
Mom sits down next to me, drawing half the weight of the bed toward her. I press down on the sheets. With a bolt there is a sharp pain , deep in the center of my palm.
I cry out, hunching over. I canât make it stop. It radiates, it needles. My fingers are stuck straightâtoo straight. I want to curl them but canât.
Like a wrench. Like a vise. The middle of my palm pulses.
Deep Voice is next to me talking very fast, but I donât know what heâs saying. Someone applies pressure to my fingers, prying them apart.
âIs that a seizure?â Dad asks. âIs she having a seizure?â
The strong hands keep pushing against my fingers. Pain tears through me. The muscles in my hand pulse, again and again, untilâfinallyâthey release.
I collapse back down on the bed. I didnât even know I wassitting up until the muscles in my back unclench.
Mom wipes some sweat from my forehead. Her fingertips are soft.
âWell, is it?â Dad asks. âSome kind of seizure?â
âNo,â Deep Voice says. A doctor? Heâs wearing a white coat that says Abrams , but my vision is blurry and smeared and I lose focus. I blink hard. The doctor bends down to the side of the bed and, after meeting my eyes, he looks to the ceiling.
âCan you switch the light off?â he calls to someone.
The brightness of the room falls to a muted orange light. The name on his coat shifts into focus, and now I can clearly see the dark cursive stitched onto the pocket . Neurology Resident.
âPenny.â Dr. Abrams speaks in an even tone. âYouâre in Providence Memorial. You were struck by lightning two days ago. Your left side was hit. I know it sounds opposite, but where you were hit seems to be affecting your right hand. The spasm you experienced in your right hand is because your brain is sending too many signals to your hand. It should equalize soon.â
Heâs talking too fast. Struck by lightning? Providence Memorial? Brain signals?
Iâm in the
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