thought. He couldnât be. Will had said he would come back. She needed him. They all needed him. He had promised he would be safe. Besides, she had received no official notification. Willâs name had not been listed among the dead in the newspaper. âNo, of course not. This is meant for someone else,â she said.
She was not aware that Davy rose and put his hand on her shoulder, that Luzena moved beside her and took her hand. She looked up, glancing at each of them, even Baby Nance, and said, âItâs a mistake. With all the men dying in battle, it happens all the time. Will is too good a man to lose. We need him.â She paused. âYes, it is a mistake.â
âNo, Mama,â Davy said softly, the letter in his hand. âItâs Papa. It says so right here. Iâll read it.â
Dear Mrs. Spooner
I trust by nowâ
Will skipped the rest of the sentence.
His death came on the day of December 21 in the second Battle of Saltville in Virginia, and by his sacrifice and Godâs grace, we won the fight. He died a heroâs death, in the discharge of his duty. Just before he passed on, he asked to tell you he was happy to sacrifice his life for a noble cause.
It was the same sentiment contained in Missouri Annâs letter telling her of Hughâs death, Eliza thought, and she had not believed it about Hugh then, nor Will now. Will didnât want to die. He wanted to come home. Heâd never said such a thing. Someone else had died, and theyâd thought it was Will. That was it.
Your name was on his lips as he breathed his last.
I had the honor of serving as Billyâs superior officer and knew him right well.
Not if you call him âBilly,â Eliza thought.
There never was a better soldier or one who held his family more dear. Once, he told me after a battle where the air was so heavy with smoke you could barely see that he wished he was in a Kansas snowstorm, riding in his new sleigh.
Eliza gasped. Still, she couldnât accept the death. After all, there were other men from Kansas, other men who had sleighs.
The enclosed letter was discovered on your husbandâs person, and I believe he intended it be sent to you in case of his death. I have found that soldiers often write such letters before battle. I did not take the liberty of reading the letter, for I believe it may be intended for your eyes only.
Eliza reached for the letter on the table and turned it over, recognizing Willâs handwriting. And then she knew. There had been no mistake. Will was dead. She started to cry and pressed the heels of her hands against her eyes to stop the tears, but they kept flowing.
âWhy didnât the army tell you? Why wasnât it in the paper?â Davy asked, slapping his hand against the table, but Eliza could only shake her head.
Madam, you have the condolences of the President of the United States and the citizens of this country as well as myself. You have our thanks for your husbandâs part in this cause of liberty. Please know his death was not in vain.
I remain your servant
Randal S. Browne
They sat there stunned for a moment, even Baby Nance, who seemed to understand that something bad had happened. She crawled into her motherâs lap, as Missouri Ann reached over and took Elizaâs free hand. âIâm sorry. It ainât right. That manâs said it true. Will Spooner was too good to die.â
Eliza didnât hear her. Will was dead. She let the tears run down her face as she repeated it over and over to herself as if to accept the truth of it. Sheâd known from the day he joined the army that Will could be killed, but in her heart, she hadnât believed it possible.
âI wonder how many letters that manâs had to write,â Missouri Ann said, and Eliza realized that death wasnât hers alone. How many times had Randal S. Browne penned those same words to other widows? Willâs death
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