Flynn can work on the score.â
âAnd what will I do?â Elise asked.
âYou, my dear, will sing the part of Christine when we win the competition,â I said.
This seemed to appease her for the moment.
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But the opera project was the least of Eliseâs concerns over the next few weeks as a real love triangle emerged between her, Owen, and Jean-Claude. Elise seemed to enjoy it, encouraging both of them when the other wasnât around and making promises she had no intentions of keeping. All of this made for some interesting screwball comedy scenarios that might have been funny if Owenâs feelings hadnât been at stake.
Owen and Flynn were staying at a hostel a few blocks from our dorm but frequently showed up unannounced. On one of these occasions, Elise burst into my room with Jean-Claude and asked me to let him hide out there until I heard the toilet flush, at which point I was supposed to sneak him out my door. The first time it happened, I acquiesced, but I felt so guilty about it later that I finally confronted her in her room.
âSo whatâs going on with you and Jean-Claude?â I asked.
âWeâre just having some fun.â
âWhat about Owen? I thought you liked him.â
âI do,â she said. âBut what he doesnât know wonât hurt him. Besides we never said we were exclusive.â
âJust because you never said it doesnât mean he canât be hurt. Heâs my friend, too.â
âYeah, thatâs why you kissed Flynn last year even though you knew Owen was in love with you?â she said, her voice growing icy.
I felt like Iâd been punched in the gut. âWhoa, this doesnât need to get nasty. I knew that was a mistake and I was so sorry for it. Thatâs why Iâm trying to prevent him from getting hurt again.â
âI know, youâre right,â she said. âIâm sorry. Itâs just . . . my parentsâ divorce is really getting to me. I think Iâve lost faith in relationships. It seems easier to have a lot of meaningless ones than to try to hold on to something real. Does that make any sense?â
âI guess,â I said.
âCan I tell you something?â she said. âI get freaked out when a guy starts getting all mushy and romantic. I think to myself, Canât we just have a good time and not start making big romantic proclamations to each other?â
I laughed, but inside I wondered if Owen had used the âLâ word and scared her off. The thought of Owen telling Elise he loved her made me more jealous than I cared to admit.
âIt sounds like youâre afraid of getting serious,â I said. âBecause thatâs when hearts get broken.â
Her briefly vulnerable attitude turned steely and remote again. âIâm not afraid of anything,â she said. âI like boys, Emma. Cute ones. Do you know how many hot musicians go to Berklee?â
âBerkeley, California?â
âNo, Berklee College of Music. Itâs in Boston.â
âIs that where youâre going next year?â
âIf I get in. I applied early action, so I should know by the end of January. If I donât get in Iâm going to kill myself.â
âThatâs a little dramatic.â
âNo, Emma, you donât understand. I was meant to go there. That school is my soul mate.â I couldnât help but laugh. Whatever commitment she lacked in her love life she certainly made up for in her college devotion. âWhat about you?â she asked. âHave you decided where youâre going?â
âIâm leaning toward Amherst or Hampshire, but with Gray stationed in Miami, I applied to the university there. My dad doesnât know about it.â
âLook at you, Miss Rebel,â she said.
The truth was, I couldnât really see myself in Miami. But I wasnât sure I wanted to stay in Massachusetts,
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