blankempty void threatened to suck her under. She had to escape her thoughts. She stood and walked over to the distraught woman. Gently, Julia touched the womanâs shoulder, trying not to startle her. The woman jumped anyway and stared at her. The pain in her eyes hit Julia like a semi barreling down I-99. She nearly took a step back from it. âI didnât⦠I canâtâ¦â The woman took Juliaâs hand and squeezed it tight. Julia let her hold on, let herself hold on. Julia settled beside the woman. Jack didnât look pleased with what Patrick was saying, but he sat next to his wife, who laid her head on his shoulder. Julia closed her eyes and wished for a strong shoulder to lean on⦠The what-ifs that popped into her mind hurt too much. She forced herself to open her eyes and focus. She couldnât let herself feel right now. âThereâs a press conference scheduled for six oâclock,â Patrick said. Everyone turned to look at the large white-faced clock high up on the wall. Less than ten minutes from now. How had they been here for two hours already? âLook.â Patrick stood beside Jack now, his hand on the manâs shoulder. âI donât have the answers for you. I wish I did. Weâve got crews and equipment headed this way from three states. Weâll do everything humanly possible to get to our crew.â Julia realized they had to trust these men and that she had to put her faith in their knowledge, skill and determination. She didnât necessarily have to like them,but they needed this operation to succeed as much as everyone else in the room. Jack stood and Patrick held up his hand as he spoke. âI will promise you one thing. Iâll tell you everything I know as soon as I know it. And Iâll tell you before I tell the press. Fair enough?â Jack nodded once, then turned back to his wife. He suddenly looked defeated and years older than he had a moment ago. Patrickâs promise sounded sincere, but Julia couldnât help but wonder how he was going to keep it. Sheâd never felt more helpless and alone than she did surrounded by all these people. The mine managers left the gym with what seemed like incredible speed. As they opened the metal doors, the flash of lights, the crush of microphones and reporters was surprising and intimidating. Julia cringed. She couldnât deal with reporters. Not now. Her panic faded when the doors closed again. Only one of the men remained. Patrick Kelly. Julia stood, not letting go of the womanâs hand. âWhat now?â Patrick seemed relieved that someone else other than Jack had spoken. âWe know from experience that you all need to be as close to the site as possible.â The shadow of past mining disasters fell across the group. They all knew the history, the successes and failures. Accurate communication was key, and Julia was relieved to hear that Patrick was aware of the risks. âWeâre not going to try to run you in front of those reporters like others have done,â Patrick said. âWeâveset up a tent near the command center. Weâll get you all there as soon as the reporters are gone.â âThatâs not going to happen.â Jack sighed in exasperation. âTheyâre here for the duration. You know what the press is like with stuff like this.â âI donât know how else to get you through that crush.â Patrick looked helpless and frustrated. The thought of sitting here on the hard bleachers for any longer was too much. Julia wasnât sure she could do that without losing her mind. âIsnât there another way out?â Shirley asked, rising from her seat. âThere is a back way.â Julia blurted out the words as her mind clicked into gear. Sheâd caught two kids using it just last week. âBack way?â Everyone looked at her expectantly. She almost smiled. It felt good