happened?
Madelyn, his resident little wise woman, apparently had picked up on the fact that he didnât fully understand what her sister was telling him.
âNo, Daddy, she talked to us,â she emphasized. âNot at us, to us. She treats like us people. Like Edna does,â she added in an effort to make him understand what she meant.
And as he didnât, Simon thought. He knew he was struggling and somewhat remiss in his job as a parent. As their only parent.
This was tough going. It wasnât that he didnât love themâhe did, but he just couldnât show it, didnât know how to show it or how to express it. Moreover, although they were his blood, he had trouble relating to them.
His own parents had been distant while he was growing up and thus he had no real clue how to talk to his own children, not in the way he felt that Madelyn meant.
That sort of communication had been up to his wife and Edna. They had both dealt with the day-to-day business of the girlsâ lives. He had never developed the knack. Work became his sanctuary, his excuse, his very validation. His contact with them heretofore was cursory. He only interacted with them on occasion, makingsure that they were fed and clothed and thriving, at least physically. As for how they were faring emotionally, well, that was something else again, something he felt that he wasnât equipped to handle. But that was all right as long as theyâd had their mother.
But now they didnât have her.
He knew that he had shortcomings. Heâd never pretended otherwise. Serious shortcomings, highlighted by the fact that a complete stranger, practically walking in off the street, was better at interacting with his daughters than he was.
âWould you like Miss Cassidy to come back?â He asked the question to humor them. He assumed theyâd say yes, but he wasnât prepared for the loud chorus of âYes!â that assaulted his ears. For two rather small girls, they had powerful vocal chords when they were motivated.
âIs she going to be our new nanny?â Meghan asked.
Madelyn frowned, instantly thinking ahead. âDoesnât Edna like us anymore?â
He felt like Pandora several seconds after opening the legendary box. âOf course Edna likes you. Sheâs just not feeling well and, no, Miss Cassidy isnât going to be your new nanny.â
âThen what is she going to be?â Madelyn wanted to know.
More than likely, a pain in my butt.
Simon had no idea where that had come from or why he was so certain that it was true, but he was. There was something about the determined look in the womanâs eyes as she had left the house that had put him on notice, telling him he was about to, willingly or otherwise, enter a heretofore undiscovered region.
He hoped he was wrong.
But the girls did like her, as apparently did Edna. The bottom line was that he did need to have the house furnished and he had no time to get involved in doing the job himself. Like most males over the age of five, he hated shopping. This was an additional, overwhelming chore he didnât want to burden Edna with. She had enough to handle, taking care of the girls. And besides, the woman was getting on in years.
âMiss Cassidy is going to decorate our house,â he told them simply.
âYou mean like for Christmas?â Meghan asked breathlessly.
âNo, Christmas is in December. This is May,â Madelyn informed her sister haughtily with a sniff. âDonât you know anything?â
Undaunted, Meghan shot back, âI know lots of stuff. Donât I, Daddy?â she asked, looking to her father for backup.
âYes, you do. You both do,â he added quickly. The one thing Nancy had managed to impress upon him was the need to treat the girls equally and to maintain neutrality whenever possible. âMiss Cassidy is going to be buying new furniture for the house.â
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