rang and Chad released her. She drew a deep breath, filling her lungs with much needed air.
âMs. Jackson, this is Sue Gaines from Three Filmers Productions.â The woman spoke with a smoothly modulated voice Tracy envied. âYou sent in an application a few weeks ago for a producer job?â
âYes.â Tracy braced herself for the worst. It was rare for her to get good news about a job application.
âCongratulations. Youâve made the short list of candidates weâre considering for the position.â
âWhat?â Tracy reached for the railing to steady herself. âNo.â
Chad didnât pretend to hide his curiosity. He tilted his head and contemplated her expression with all the seriousness of a doctor sheâd once met at a speech research facility.
âYes.â Sue chuckled. âFor this next round, weâre asking all applicants to create a three minute video segment that tells us who you are. You may feature people and things that are important to you or that shaped who you are. But you must be on screen for at least two of the three minutes.â
On screen? Tracy did a quick visual inventory of her body parts and surroundings, because she felt as cold as if sheâd fallen in the river. This was an exercise she couldnât do. Sheâd have to turn them down. Responses formed in her headâso grateful, have to decline, chickening out.
Meanwhile, Sue was barreling on quite happily. âYouâll present your video in two weeks to the interview panel in our offices. Iâll send everything you need to know in a confirmation email. Good luck!â
âWhatâs wrong?â Chad asked when Tracy disconnected the call. âYou look like you lost everything in the stock market.â
Tracy shook her head, still feeling cold. âI got a call-back interview. At a film production company.â
âDonât you want the job?â
âYes.â Tracy longed for the mental challenge and sense of purpose the job offered. âBut...â Be on screen? âThey want me to...make a video. About what makes me...me.â That was going to be one quiet film.
Chad shrugged off her fears. âEverybody makes video résumés nowadays. Besides, didnât you say you used to work at an ad agency? This should be right up your alley.â
âThey want me. To be in the film.â Tracy tilted her head back and stared at the sky. It was a clear blue, happy sky. A sky that promised smooth sailing. Not trusting it, Tracy dropped her gaze to her sneakers. âMe. In the film. Talking. â A sense of foreboding crept up her calves like delicate, determined spider legs, threatening her equilibrium. âIâm going to decline.â As soon as Sue sent the confirmation email. Because Tracy had been unable to spit out the words on the phone.
Words spit about her head now: Coward. Fraidy-cat. Spineless jellyfish. Loser.
She hated those descriptors.
Chad bent his knees to peer into her eyes. âYouâre quitting?â
Quitter. Yep, that was appropriate, too.
Tracy clenched her fists, hating that label, as well. âAt least, Iâll have my dignity...if I bail on the interview. You, Chad the Blackmailer, donât...have dignity or respect. Certainly not mine.â She dodged around him and his penetrating gaze, heading toward the bakery as she tossed over her shoulder, âBesides...technically, I canât quit if Iâm not hired.â That smoothly uttered sentence was a fluke, just like that job offer. Sheâd learned not to get her hopes up over flukes. Thereâd been the copywriting job last month the recruiter said she was perfect for. Tracy had sat across from her prospective boss unable to do more than nod her head and offer monosyllabic answers.
âAnd here I thought you were brave.â Chad matched her escape pace perfectly, his tone just as hard on Tracy as she was on