was a line they all knew was far too easy to cross on Jackieâs bad days. And then there was his father, who had let him down in more ways than he could count. Just last week, for instance, that letter had come about the house.
You and your sister are guests in
my
house,
his stranger of a father had written. My
house,
remember that
. Bryan wondered if the letter had been dictated; it read so cold.
Bryanâs father, Trevor Nowicki, had grown up on a farm up north. Heâd spent his youth working on the sour gas wells, but on a hunting trip down here, Trevor met Bryanâs mother, Junie, and though theyâd tried to make a home together up north, people didnât make it easy for a white man with a Kitselas wife, a âsquawâânot Trevorâs family or his old buddies or the people in the town. Junie never spoke about it, but the truth was, she couldnât even get a cup of coffee up there. If Trevor and Junie went out, the waitress would only bring the one cup and, if challenged, spit right back at Trevor: âYou should know better than to bring
her
in here.â He had gone back to working on the sour gas wells, and more than a few times those wells had flared close to the farmhouse they were renting, sickening their goat and cow and making them all dizzy and nauseous. By then, Junie had lost one baby and the headaches had begun to get really bad right about the time they learned about the second pregnancy, and while Trevor refused to connect the dots publiclyâGod knows, you donât bite the hand thatâs feeding your communityâhe himself kept having nosebleeds that privately terrified him, so he caved in and moved back here, where my dad, his good friend, had arrived and met my own mum, who never pretended she would go anywhere else with him, where Bryan, then Ursie, were born intact and healthy, and Junieâs sisters spooling around to help and cheer until one by one, they began to slideâand Junie with them, but for different reasons. In those last days, Trevor was still down at the mill yard, and Bryan, who was fourteen and without a license, would drive Junie home from the clinic to find one of her sisters picking through Junieâs clothes.
âWhoa,â the sister might say, âyou look
bad
! Donât they have a medicine for that?â
Junie would barely manage a weak smile as Bryan eased her back into bed. And when her sister would lurch close to Junie to âsmoochâ her cheek, Bryan would flinch and bite his tongue, noticing how Junie held her wriggling sister tight and whispered,
You be good
, before the sister pulled free and, giggling, left in Junieâs last best blouse.
They tried to swarm after Junie died, but Trevor held them off. All three of themâTrevor, Bryan, and Ursieâwould come to the door as the sisters began to rattle the knob and thrash their way back into Junieâs house. All three wearing the same fierce expression with which Trevorâs implacable Polish father had faced every homesteading challenge. Even Ursie, Junieâs spitting image, summoned up her fatherâs kin so that her soft brow grew stern and her usual easy laugh could not be enticed by her once-giggling aunts, begging on the threshold to visit and hold them tight, to be to Bryan and Ursie what Junie had been to them. Trevor chased them off, but it was the kids standing beside him without an ounce of their motherâs grace showing that made them stay away. Junieâs sisters came to believe the Polack, as they called Trevor, had kidnapped first their sisterâs treasured soul and now those of their sisterâs children. Only Madeline, the youngest, dared eventually to come back, sneaking through an open bedroom window one afternoon to pilfer Junieâs old red high heels and a bottle of cologne Trevor had bought his wife while she was in the hospital that last time. She tried again after Trevor left, but Bryan set her
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