gritted through bone, then beat faintly, distantly.
She went limp. I saw through my tears that her eyes had closed. If she could stay unconsciousâFor Cruz was bringing over the glowing poker.
I drove my teeth into my lip to keep from screaming but could not check convulsive sobs as there was a sizzling sound, a smell of searing flesh. The small body in my arms contracted and a moan came from her. I fought back the hotness that rose in my throat. Couldnât get sick nowânot yet. Pray God sheâd stay in merciful blackness awhile.
Trace loosened the tourniquet, wiped his face with the scarf. Some blood had spattered on it and left marks on his face. It didnât seem to matter. I felt drenched with blood, though it was only sweat, mine and the childâs.
Cruz was busy with salves and a coarse white cloth he got from a chest. âI think we are in time,â he said in slow Spanish as he bandaged the stump. âWe will keep the leg raised for a day to keep the pressure off the healing part.â
âWill she wake up soon?â I asked, pressing my ear to the scrawny chest and receiving the slow dulled sound of her heart.
âNot for some hours. And for a few days I will ease her pain as much as possible with my brews.â
The body pain would go. But never to walk free and light again, to be maimed, reminded of it every time she tried to take a stepâwhat a thing to happen to a girl named Flower.
âShe can use a crutch,â Trace said roughly.
I cried out at that, a wail that made the drugged child flinch. âYou must all sleep,â Cruz said. âSeñorita, you and the girl rest here. Trace and I can spread mats in the ramada.â
âWe have bedrolls,â Trace said.
We put Sewa on hers, injured leg propped on a folded poncho, the flute beside her. Trace put my pallet touching hers. I didnât expect to sleep, but either weariness or Cruzâs tea sent me into quick heavy slumber with only a passing thought of what Reina would say about the necessity of staying here for several days. Compared with Sewaâs ordeal, Reinaâs opinions seemed of very little consequence.
I woke with my sisterâs voice in my ears, blinked, sat up, glanced around the dim room, knowing that for some reason I didnât want to wake up. Then my gaze fell on Sewa huddled next to me and I remembered it all and broke out in shuddering cold sweat.
Reina shrilled on. Sheâd wake Sewa at this rate, a thing I hoped to postpone as long as possible. I had slept in my chemise and petticoat. Slipping into my thoroughly draggled riding habit, I fumbled shut the most strategic buttons, shoved my hair back, and hurried out to the ramada.
Cruz was nowhere to be seen, but Trace had apparently been repairing a saddle when Reina appeared. Lázaro, a good hundred yards from the ramada, stood between Reinaâs handsome black and a jugheaded sorrel. Even in daylight he wasnât getting closer than necessary to the witchâs house.
Reinaâs green eyes swept over me. âYou!â she exploded. âDirty, crumpled, in company with outcasts, men even Texans and savage Indians rejectââ
âDonât shout,â I told her, too astonished at the grounds for her attack to be immediately angry, though I could feel blood heating my temples. âThat child is sleeping. You can thank heaven you donât have to wake and get used to having only one foot!â
âIf it werenât impossible, Iâd think she was yours, got in a bush someplace. What a fuss, all for a Yaqui whelp!â
âBe quiet,â I said. The words broke in my throat. I heard the saw again, hacking bone, glimpsed the poker, smelled seared flesh. âGo away, damn you.â
âAnd leave you with him? â she demanded, pointing at Trace.
I walked some distance from the house. She hesitated, then with a toss of her fiery head, she came after me. âYou must
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