heâd appreciate them more than a handful of balloons and a sappy card. âRusty, Annie, Ace and Maggie all miss you.â
Dr. Frankâs smile widened when he saw the pictures of his favorite dogs at the shelter. There were dozens of animals at the shelter, but since she couldnât take pictures of them all, sheâd focused on the dogs whoâd been sick, so he could see how much better they were doing. âTheyâre beautiful, Raine. Thanks. I wish I had a picture of Grizzly, too.â
âIâm sure Caleb is taking good care of him,â she said reassuringly. No matter how much Dr. Frank missed hisdog, there was no way she was going to ask Caleb if she could stop by to take a picture of Grizz.
That would be taking their new-found fragile truce a little too far.
âHe is. I just miss him,â Dr. Frank said in a wistful tone.
âEveryone at the shelter hopes you get better soon. I didnât tell them much, only that you were in the hospital and doing fine.â
The older man lifted a narrow shoulder. âI donât mind if they know about my surgery. Seems like theyâll figure out something is wrong when Iâm not able to work for several weeks.â
âOkay, Iâll let them know. When are you getting out of here?â Raine asked, changing the subject with a quick glance around his room. âI thought they were transferring you out of the ICU to a regular floor sometime soon.â
âThatâs the plan.â Dr. Frankâs gaze focused on something past her shoulder so she turned round, in time to see Caleb walking into the room. Her heart lurched a bit in her chest but he wasnât smiling. She hadnât seen him in the past twenty-four hours, and had no idea why he might be upset.
Her stomach churned, the nausea that came and went seemingly at will, returning with a vengeance. Since the nausea hadnât been as bad over the past day or so, sheâd convinced herself the sensation had been nothing more than her over-active imagination. Or a touch of flu.
Now she wasnât so sure. Suddenly her stomach hurt so badly she could barely stand upright. She swallowed hard and prayed she wouldnât throw up her breakfast.Fighting for control, she pushed away the desperate fear and worry. Enough playing the denial game. She needed to stop avoiding the possibility. Sheâd go and buy a stupid pregnancy test so that she knew for sure what was going on.
Everything inside her recoiled at the thought of being pregnant.
âHi, Dad, you look much better today,â Caleb said, crossing over to his fatherâs bedside. He frowned a little when he glanced at Raine. âAre you all right?â
âFine,â she forced herself to answer cheerfully, when she felt anything but. Of course heâd noticed something was wrong. She wished Caleb was a little less observant. âJust hungry. I didnât eat anything for lunch. Iâm going to get going now, so I can eat before my shift.â She knew she was babbling, but didnât care. She wanted to get out of there, fast. âTake care, Dr. Frank, Iâll let everyone at the shelter know youâre doing better.â
âAll right. Thanks for the pictures, Raine.â Calebâs dad looked better, but it was obvious he still tired easily. Just her short visit seemed to have worn him out.
She edged toward the door. âBye, Caleb.â
âSee you later,â he said as she practically ran from the room.
Raine sought refuge in the nearest ladies room, bending over and clutching her stomach until the urge to throw up passed. She didnât have time now, before work, but she was going to have to get a home pregnancy test soon.
Tonight.
And if it was positive, sheâd deal with that news thesame way sheâd dealt with everything else that had happened.
Alone.
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Raine was glad she was able to avoid the trauma room for her Friday night shift.