push a greying lock back from his brow, the young musicianâs gesture oddly pathetic in his worn middle age. âYou might as well let them have it. Nothingâs going to stop them that I can see. Iâve given up.â It was all too clear that he had.
âThatâs all very well, but what am I going to use for money? It costs about five pounds,â Grisel said.
âI could let you have something towards it,â Seward said. âSay three pounds.â
âYou? I thought you spent your whole allowance on records this quarter â and very inconsiderate too, with Christmas coming up and all; I donât know what would happen to us if I didnât make the sacrifices I do.â She paused, and a look Seward knew only too well crossed her face. âSeward, you took that five pounds!â
âI didnât say five, I said three.â The attempt at evasion was doomed to failure.
âI donât care what you said; itâs the only explanation. Seward, youâre crazy; sheâll worm it out of you and then whereâll we be? God, as if I hadnât had enough of poverty trailing after you on those beastly concert tours and now you go and get us cut off â¦â She burst into dry habitual tears.
âDonât you worry,â Seward patted her shoulder absent-mindedly. âThings will be better after Christmas, you just wait and see.â
In the room next door Joseph had lost his temper. âPriss can marry the devil, if she wants to,â he said. âI donât give a damn, and if you think Iâm going to spend my Christmas buttering up that young fool Brian Duguid youâve got another guess coming. Iâve got better things to do with my time.â
It was not often that Emily dared cross him when he was in this mood, but this time much was at stake. âBut, Joseph dear,â she began, âitâs such a chance for poor Priss. Howâs she ever to meet any young men, cooped up the way she is down here? Itâs so unfair the way your mother lets Mary have a flat in town and keeps poor Priss here to be bullied, you know it is.â
âOf course itâs unfair.â He was unusually reasonable. âBut I donât know what you expect me to do about it. Nothing I sayâs going to make Mother change her mind. And Iâm not sure Iâd bother if it would. Priss is such a little fool sheâd get in all kinds of trouble if she had a flat of her own ⦠But I wouldnât be surprised if we couldnât set one up for ourselves after Christmas some time.â
âWhat?â Her face lighted up for a minute, then clouded again. âOh, Joseph, youâve not been on the black market again?â
âBlack market! Hark at her. The black marketâs years out of date. Now donât you worry; itâs safe as houses, and if it works, youâll have your flat in town yet, and Priss can take her choice of young men. If she can find any that are fools enough, which I doubt.â
Mrs Ffeathers had been alone since Paul Protheroe left her. For a while she had sat, her hands folded on her lap, the picture of a well-preserved old lady brooding over a virtuous life. At last she smiled to herself. âYes,â she said, âthat should do it; and if one wonât the other will.â She got up and crossed the room to where her big purple bag lay on the table. She got out a cheque book and a piece of paper and practised signatures for a while until she had one that satisfied her. Then she made out a cheque for fifty pounds to Josephine Ffeathers and signed her name at the bottom, then, with a little smile, she blotted the cheque, turned it over, picked up a different pen, and signed it rather boldly across the back. This done, she got out a doctorâs prescription and a little pad of prescription blanks and worked for a while at it. At last she wassatisfied; an exquisitely touching smile
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