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that Harley? I was so scared!” his voice sounds so concerned that I almost feel guilty for making him worry about me. “The boys and I got into a fight. They told me why you left; I was in such a fucking panic. We started looking for you, you weren’t in the club so we went to the park by the campus library and you weren’t there either. I started to get scared, thought someone might have taken you. God Harley, don’t ever scare me like that again.” He pulls me into his chest but I shove him away. I need some distance so I can think.
“Are the boys okay?” I ask sounding worried , I can see this doesn’t please him because he lets out a quick breath and his chest puffs up like a fucking rooster.
“They’re the ones that jumped me and you’re asking if they’re okay? Seriously Harley” His eyes widen with rage.
“That’s exactly what I’m asking and you didn’t answer me.” I raise my e yebrows as I wait for an answer and sit on the end of the bed.
“Of course they’re fine! They told me some shit about you leaving because of Avery? What’s with that? You know I love you Harley and I would never do that again to you, but fuck Harley… I need you to trust me. ” his hands move around frantically in the air as he speaks.
“Are you serious right now Caleb?” I ask bewildered.
“We’re just friends.” He states with a shrug.
“As soon as she arrived it was as if I didn’t exist. You ignored me the entire fucking time; I mean…you didn’t even notice me leaving the table because you were so focused on her. God! You even warned Brent away from her like a possessive fucking boyfriend.” I shake my head and look away from him as the tears fall and my sadness simmers to sadness.
“You didn’t even bother to introduce me as your girlfriend. Wait…” I wipe away my tears and let out a forced laugh. “Am I even your girlfriend?” I laugh harder even as the tears fall faster. “Fuck… I don’t even know.” I bend my head and wipe away the tears then fold my hands on my lap and look down at them. My damp hair falls to hide my face and creates a barrier to hide the falling tears. Even though I can hide the tears, I can’t hide the way my body trembles as I sob. “You can’t even bare to touch me anymore…” I whisper.
He obviously hear s this because he moves so quickly and kneels on the floor in front of me, pushing my legs open and standing on his knees between them. I sob harder. His hand comes up and breaks the shield as he places my hair gently behind my ear and away from my face. He cups my jaw, forcing me to face him but I close my eyes and move my face away from his hands. I feel the remaining tears fall but before they can reach my jawline Caleb wipes them away.
“I do want to touch you baby. I want to touch you so bad...” he lets out a frustrated sigh as he looks away from me and I swear he blushes. He clears his throat, “I’m so scared I’ll fuck it up, we haven’t been together for a very long time and my body misses the ways yours feels when I’m inside of you. I’m scared it’ll be over before it even begins, that’s why I push you away. I don’t mean to but I do. I just can’t mess this up too.” He says in a soft caring voice.
“What about Avery? ” I ask. He doesn’t say anything for a few minutes then he lets out a breath and I know I’m not going to like what he has to say.
“I care about her.” He whispers. I push at his chest and he stumbles to the floor. I make a bee -line for the door, needing to get away.
“No wait!” Caleb calls out as he gets up and comes after me. I pull and pull on the door handle even though I know it’s locked and try to swallow back the tears.
I head for the open window near the bed praying I can get out somehow. I jump on the bed avoiding the area where Caleb stands but he grabs my ankle pulling me down. I fall onto the bed and he flips me over. He climbs on top of me and straddles my hips as he holds my
“Are the boys okay?” I ask sounding worried , I can see this doesn’t please him because he lets out a quick breath and his chest puffs up like a fucking rooster.
“They’re the ones that jumped me and you’re asking if they’re okay? Seriously Harley” His eyes widen with rage.
“That’s exactly what I’m asking and you didn’t answer me.” I raise my e yebrows as I wait for an answer and sit on the end of the bed.
“Of course they’re fine! They told me some shit about you leaving because of Avery? What’s with that? You know I love you Harley and I would never do that again to you, but fuck Harley… I need you to trust me. ” his hands move around frantically in the air as he speaks.
“Are you serious right now Caleb?” I ask bewildered.
“We’re just friends.” He states with a shrug.
“As soon as she arrived it was as if I didn’t exist. You ignored me the entire fucking time; I mean…you didn’t even notice me leaving the table because you were so focused on her. God! You even warned Brent away from her like a possessive fucking boyfriend.” I shake my head and look away from him as the tears fall and my sadness simmers to sadness.
“You didn’t even bother to introduce me as your girlfriend. Wait…” I wipe away my tears and let out a forced laugh. “Am I even your girlfriend?” I laugh harder even as the tears fall faster. “Fuck… I don’t even know.” I bend my head and wipe away the tears then fold my hands on my lap and look down at them. My damp hair falls to hide my face and creates a barrier to hide the falling tears. Even though I can hide the tears, I can’t hide the way my body trembles as I sob. “You can’t even bare to touch me anymore…” I whisper.
He obviously hear s this because he moves so quickly and kneels on the floor in front of me, pushing my legs open and standing on his knees between them. I sob harder. His hand comes up and breaks the shield as he places my hair gently behind my ear and away from my face. He cups my jaw, forcing me to face him but I close my eyes and move my face away from his hands. I feel the remaining tears fall but before they can reach my jawline Caleb wipes them away.
“I do want to touch you baby. I want to touch you so bad...” he lets out a frustrated sigh as he looks away from me and I swear he blushes. He clears his throat, “I’m so scared I’ll fuck it up, we haven’t been together for a very long time and my body misses the ways yours feels when I’m inside of you. I’m scared it’ll be over before it even begins, that’s why I push you away. I don’t mean to but I do. I just can’t mess this up too.” He says in a soft caring voice.
“What about Avery? ” I ask. He doesn’t say anything for a few minutes then he lets out a breath and I know I’m not going to like what he has to say.
“I care about her.” He whispers. I push at his chest and he stumbles to the floor. I make a bee -line for the door, needing to get away.
“No wait!” Caleb calls out as he gets up and comes after me. I pull and pull on the door handle even though I know it’s locked and try to swallow back the tears.
I head for the open window near the bed praying I can get out somehow. I jump on the bed avoiding the area where Caleb stands but he grabs my ankle pulling me down. I fall onto the bed and he flips me over. He climbs on top of me and straddles my hips as he holds my
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