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throat. Had he been able to feel it too? Had he seen what I’d seen? God, I hoped not.
    “You still need to see Lucas, and this unexpected…delay is making you feel guilty.”
    “Oh.” I looked down at my hands and debated his words. Lesser of two evils. “Something along those lines, yeah.”
    He knelt on the ground in front of me and wrapped me in his strong arms. I hesitated, scared to close my eyes, but when I did I found nothing there but darkness. So I let myself indulge in Desmond’s embrace. I breathed in the smell of him as deep as I could, and the wolf part of me stirred, like a dog stretching after a long nap. It had been a long time since I’d felt her as anything more than fractured senses or abilities. Or animal needs.
    To know she was still there, a whole entity, a being unto herself who could still feel things through me, gave me both a chill and a shock of delight. It seemed like I could only feel my wolf as her own entity when I was with Desmond. When I was with Lucas, she merely felt like liquid heat bubbling below the surface. Desmond awakened the animal within.
    I pulled back. “Thank you.”
    “For what?” He brushed a hair back behind my ear.
    “For being so damned understanding all the time. I don’t know how you do it.”
    “I do what I need to do in order to keep you.” The sadness in his voice was heavy. I think it was the first time I let myself appreciate that neither he nor Lucas liked the situation they had found themselves in any more than I did. Who wanted to share their soul mate? They were no more interested in sharing me with each other than I was interested in being soul-bonded to two men.
    As if love wasn’t complicated enough without the supernatural getting involved.
    “I do need to go see Lucas,” I said.
    “I know. I called one of the cars while I was getting the shirts. It’s a bit of a drive, but if you don’t get too distracted, you can make it there and back well before sunrise.”
    “Thank you, Desmond.” I kissed his cheek, then his mouth. “I don’t deserve you.”
    “Ha,” he said with no humor, looking me in the eyes with that serious expression of his. “Can I ask you something for next time?”
    “Of course.”
    “Next time I want all of you here with me. I don’t want your mind off somewhere, or with someone else.”
    I swallowed hard. He thought I’d had Lucas on my mind.
    “I want that too,” was all I managed to say.
     
    In the car, I tried not to think about what had transpired in Lucas’s penthouse but found it impossible. It wasn’t so much the sex part that was bothering me, because I had to admit it had been phenomenal, if bizarre. Rather, I was getting more and more concerned about the connection Holden and I seemed to share inside my mind. It was no longer restricted to dreams, and that made it unlike anything I’d ever experienced.
    I was immune to the thrall, so it couldn’t have been that. Was there some other kind of vampire magic I was unaware of that could let Holden enter my dreams and my waking mind without permission? The dream I’d had in Elmwood could have been dismissed as one of my typically weird nocturnal ramblings. But what had happened tonight was something new. The part of me with Holden had felt as real as the physical part of me with Desmond. And when the vampire had bitten me…
    My hand went to my neck, and I half-expected to feel something there, but the skin was as smooth as ever. There was nothing to indicate I had ever been bitten.
    I sat back in the leather seats of the town car and sighed.
    “Almost there, miss,” the driver announced, obviously misunderstanding my sigh as one of impatience. The driver was human. I couldn’t smell anything lycanthropic or otherwise on him. Lucas must have kept him around for jobs requiring legitimate ignorance.
    “No rush,” I lied.
    The drive to upstate New York took a little over an hour and a half, and much of it was through picturesque wooded areas and