should wear a pirate costume or go as a ghost.â
Mom unpursed her lips. âApril, do you really think itâs a good idea to go to this party?â
Iâd already been over this with Mom and Dad, and I didnât think I should have to do it again, especially when I had more important things to be doing, like getting ready. âI think itâs a great idea. Iâm going with Harry and Sophie. Arenât you happy Iâm spending time with family?â
Mom shook her head like that wasnât the issue. âItâs just that there will be older kids there. Iâve heard these parties can get pretty out of control.â
I let out a breath and tried to stay patient. I knew if I got frustrated Mom would take it as a sign that I wasnât âmatureâ enough to go. âMom, donât worry. Iâll be careful. I promise.â
That seemed to get the job done because after a long lecture about the dangers of underage drinking and the importance of not succumbing to peer pressure, Mom agreed (even though sheâd already agreed) that I could go, which was great, though it didnât answer the what-should-I-wear question.
The answer is Iâm going with black and black. Sophie just called and said thatâs what sheâs wearing and that one thing she learned from living in New York is that you can never go wrong with all black. Then she said tonight should be really fun and that she canât wait to go.
Neither can I. Happy Halloween! Iâm going to a party!!!
8:32 p.m.
Group text
Harry: Be there in 5.
Sophie: Where?
Sophie: My house?
Me: Or my house?
Sophie: ???
Me: ???
Harry: April.
Me: What?
Harry: Your house first.
Me: OK. See ya.
Sophie: Hurry!
Harry: Ur annoying.
Sophie: WHO???
Harry: Both of you.
Me: Hurry up!
Sophie: Yeah!
Harry: Chill!
Sophie:
Me:
Harry: Itâs Halloween.
Me:
Sophie:
Sophie: Stop texting and hurry up!
Harry: Iâm coming.
Harry:
Saturday, November 1, 10:57 a.m.
Sophie just left
Worst Halloween ever
I canât believe I was so excited to go to the party last night. It was literally the worst Halloween ever (and last Halloween, when all my friends were mad at me for kissing Matt when Billy and I were together, was pretty awful). I should have taken it as a sign when Mom tried to talk me out of going to the party. Actually, it was like a third sign. Leo had tried to talk me out of it first. Then Brynn said it didnât sound like fun. Then Mom. I should have listened to one of them.
I could sugarcoat it (dumb Halloween reference) and write about the good parts of the night that led up to the bad part. I did have fun walking to the party with Harry and Sophie, ringing doorbells to get candy, then joking around as we threw candy to each other and tried catching it in our mouths. But whatâs the point when what happened when we got to the party overshadowed all that?
At first, everything was cool. Markâs backyard was packed. Some seniors, but mostly juniors and sophomores, and a few kids from my class. Sophie and Harry and I were all hanging out. After a while, Harry drifted off with some friends and kind of disappeared.
Sophie and I were talking to the kids who were there from our grade when Chase Campbell, a junior on the football team and widely considered to be the hottest guy at school, started talking to Sophie. I could tell Sophie wasnât that into him, but he was telling her some long story about something that happened at a game, and she couldnât really walk off while he was in the middle of it. I felt like a third wheel just standing there, so I walked off.
I wasnât sure what to do with myself. I didnât want it to look like I didnât have anyone to talk to so I just started walking like I had somewhere to go. I walked to the back of Markâs yard. There were a bunch of trees and a tool shed, so I thought I could kind of hang out there undetected while Sophie
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