kitchen table flickers. Who’s there? Death. Death who? I leave the safety of the kitchen wall and approach the front door. Through the peephole, I see him clearly waiting on the other side. He’s perfectly still. Hands at his side, head tilted just so. The knife is heavy in my hand. I consider throwing open the door and launching myself at him. I back away from the door. Maybe he’ll go away. How’d he even find me? It’s cold in my apartment but sweat drips down my forehead. I can’t take my eyes off the front door. He’s unarmed. He can’t hurt me. I’m safe. I’ll huff and I’ll puff and I’ll blow your house down. I fall back to the kitchen table. Shaking, I finish my beer. Do I dare crack open another? The lights are on; he already knows I’m home. Maybe he’ll go away. I sit again. Nothing happens. A car horn blares outside. There are sirens in the distance. I risk opening another beer by momentarily setting down the knife. My right hand is sore. I flex it and then crack open the can under the table, muffling it as best as I can. The bitter taste doesn’t help any. I only take one sip before setting it down on the table and holding the knife again. The city sounds blur together. All I can distinctly hear is my own breathing and the muffled TV next door. “ You’ll lose yourself in New York,” Dad said. “ What’s there to lose? Any sense that cows are worthwhile conversationalists?” I’d joke back. But he was right. The city does swallow you whole. You come in thinking one thing and the next minute, you’re a New Yorker and anything goes. The stillness is nearly as bad as chaos. Maybe he’s gone. Maybe he gave up. I leave the table and shuffle toward the front door to peer through the peephole. The Wolf hasn’t moved an inch. If they could, I’m sure the edges of his costumed lips would twist upward. I step away from the door. The Wolf will never tire. He’ll never leave his station. I remember my phone. The cops. Help. I silently creep away from the door. Where’s my phone? The bedroom. My feet carry me through the narrow hallway and into my bedroom. I find the phone on my bed and dial 911. I make my way back to the kitchen table as the operator answers. “ 911, what is the nature of your emergency?” “ Uh, yes, there’s someone outside my apartment. I think he’s dangerous.” I glance back at the door. The deadbolt has moved; the door’s no longer locked. He must be inside. The phone fumbles through my fingers and clatters on the floor. I run toward the door. I have to get out before he leaps out at me. I throw the door wide open. The Wolf never moved from the spot. Before I can slam the door shut, he barges forward. I step back and ram the knife into his stomach. It slices through the shirt and furry costume. He backhands me and I stumble back through my living room. My vision blurs. I shake it away. The Wolf approaches. The knife is still stuck in his gut. The costume stinks of piss and stale beer. I launch myself at him and yank out the knife. I pull back and slash horizontally at his neck. I feel the blade cut through fur and something thick, like molasses. The Wolf head falls to the floor and rolls several feet. My senses feel like they’re on fire. My entire body tingles. The Wolf drops to his knees and collapses at my feet. Shaking, I bend down and pick up the Wolf’s head. It’s empty. The furry hands grab my ankles and yank my feet out from under me. I fall on top of the costume. The headless thing crawls over me. It’s heavier than it should be. It weighs me down. I try to scream, but the hands are over my mouth. It’s stronger than I am. There’s a zipping sound. The costume rolls over, practically crushing me into the floor. But then the furry back envelops me. It wraps around my chest, crushing the air out of my lungs. I feel the legs stretching out across my own like warm glue. The hands reach the Wolf’s head and pull it over