to be here, playing cloak and dagger games while answering questions about my life. And they would be about my life, my choices. I knew it. They always were.
âSince youâre so eager to speak,â Roses said, âyou can go first, Phoenix. The rest of you will wait here. Donât try to leave the vehicle. Iâve already posted guards at the doors.â
Someone reached inside and latched onto my upper arm. I was dragged out of the car and onto my feet. My boots sank into something soft. Grass, probably. The darkness of the hood disoriented me, and I wobbled. âRemove the blindfold, at least.â
âYouâll wear it until youâre deemed worthy to take it off,â Roses said. âOtherwise, Iâd have to blind you some other way.â His harsh tone suggested heâd just go ahead and rip out my eyes.
âThe hood is fine.â Logically, I knew he wouldnât hurt me. Or rather, hoped he wouldnât hurt me. Camp counselors werenât allowed to injure their charges, were they?
That didnât drain my fear, however. I couldnât see his expression, didnât know him and what he was capable of doingâdidnât know if the law even mattered to him.
I wasnât even one hundred percent certain what type of camp this was, despiteâor maybe because ofâKittenâs explanation. This was like no camp Iâd ever encountered before. Everything from the hoods to the laserbands to the absolute secrecy was beyond my realm of experience.
Roses ushered me inside a building. I knew the moment I went indoors because the air changed. Suddenly there was no breeze. Only sterile-smelling air, as if some kind of cleaner had been used, blocking any hint of fragrance.
We turned once, twice, stalking down a long hallway, was my guess. I didnât hear other footsteps, didnât hear other voices.
âNervous?â Roses asked me.
âNo,â I answered with false bravado.
He tsk ed under his tongue. âLying already. I warned you about that.â
âWhat are you going to do? Kick me out?â Pretty please with a cherry on top .
âIs that what you want? To be kicked out?â He tsk ed again. âI expected better from you, Phoenix.â
He was the first to expect anything good from me then. âI expected to finish the day at school, go home, do my homework, and take a nap in my own bed.â
âThatâs sad. You should expect more for yourself.â
âAnd disappoint myself as well as my mom? No thanks.â
He didnât say anything else. A few seconds later, he stopped. He released my upper arm, only to grip both of my shoulders and guide me a few inches to the side. âSit,â he said.
Something hard bumped into the backs of my knees. A chair, I hoped. I eased down, concerned that heâd jerk the seat away at any moment and laugh. He didnât and I was able to settle comfortably on top of it.
My ears twitched when I heard someone sigh. The sigher was a few feet away, I estimated. There was a shuffle of papers and the squeak of syn-leather.
âWelcome, Miss Germaine,â a deep, scary voice said. âSo glad you could make it. Now, why donât we get started, hmm?â
âGet started with what?â I asked, even though Roses had already told me Iâd be interviewed. I was nervous and stalling for time.
He answered me anyway. âWhy, deciding whether you live or die.â
5
âState your name,â the man said only two seconds after he threatened my life.
I didnât reply. Couldnât. There was a lump the size of New Chicago in my throat. This wasnât right. These people should not be allowed to threaten me like that.
I didnât want to be here. I wanted to go home. To what? A mom whoâs washed her hands of me? Yeah, good luck with that . Anything was better than this, though.
âState your name,â he insisted.
Again, I remained silent.