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it, a tear slides from my eye. Quickly wiping it away, I need to be
calm.
“I love you too. Is everything ok?” Laughing, I know she worries.
     
“Everything’s fine. I’m comin’ home darlin’.”
     
“Be safe.”Chapter 20
     
Ryker
     
Climbing off my bike, Tank glares at me. I know he has
something to say.
     
“What?” Pulling my gloves off I slap them down onto the seat.
     
“You are really fuckin’ gone brother. Is that fuckin’ bite marks?”
Looking down at my hands, I smile.
     
“Had to keep that fucker quiet somehow.” Tank shakes his head
as I smile. What? It’s true.
    Following Tank inside, I see there are people everywhere. No
kids though. Oh shit, it’s Friday. Party night. I should be excited
about it, but I’m not. I’m still unsure how to handle Jersey.
“That was a short run.” Throwing my arm around Bella she
smiles up at me.
    “Yeah. I got all kinds of people skills. Look, I’m sorry about what
happened.” Bella shakes her head before pulling out of my
grasp.
    “No. Don’t do that shit Ryker. It’s ok. She needs you, that’s all.”
Bella turns and walks away leaving me standing there alone
again. I don’t know if that is all that’s wrong with her. I don’t
know anything anymore.
    I head down the lonely ass hallway and head into my room.
Staying at the clubhouse lately has been a relief for me.
Sometimes it’s too damn lonely at home. I love Jersey and
Ansley, but some days it’s overwhelming, I just need out.
“Where’s my baby?” Seeing Jersey in the corner smoking a
cigarette, I look around for my daughter.
     
“Basement with the other kids. I was helping Jada fill the bar.” I
can see the puffy eyes from here.
    Walking over, I drop down onto the bed before laying back. I
close my eyes and try to think of something, anything to say to
her. I don’t know what the hell to do here. I’ve never been in
this position before, but there is no way in hell that I can have
my old lady shooting at people.
    “I talked to Bella. I’m sorry Ryker.” Blowing out a breath, I don’t
want to do this.
“I get that shits hard for you right now, but you can’t fuckin’ just
go all crazy like that.” I hear that girl huff in the corner before
she stands.
“Crazy? You think I’m crazy?” Oh hell, here we go. Opening my
eyes, I turn my head to the side to look at her.
    “You want the real answer to that darlin’?” Her eyes fill with
rage, but she doesn’t understand. That craziness in her is what
attracts me to her. Some plain girl would never hold my
interests.
    “Yeah, Ryker. I think I fucking do!” Snapping at me, I watch her
eyes go wild. There it is. That right there, that fire, that rage. I
love it.
    “Yeah. I think you are fucked up crazy! I think there’s a part of
the devil inside of you! I see the fire that ignites in that little
head of yours.” Pushing myself up, I stand and face her.
“That’s what you think about me?” She narrows her eyes on me,
but I don’t move. I stand there eyeing her back.
    “Damn right I do! I saw that spark inside of you that day in that
shit house. It’s what drew me in. I love it. I fuckin’ love that
devilish spirit you have.” Her face changes, her expression, void.
    “I didn’t want to lose you.” A tear slides down her cheek. As
much as I want to go to her, I don’t.
“You will never lose me, Jersey. I can’t breathe without you. You
can’t go after family though. That girl, this club. It’s all she has.
Her life was hell too, just like yours.” As the realization hits her,
she walks off wiping at her face.
I don’t know how to make her understand that she’s all I need.
She is all I’ve ever dreamt of having, and she’s ruining it herself.
     
Dropping back on the bed, I close my eyes again. After a few
minutes I feel the bed shift next to me, but I don’t look up.
    Jersey’s hand grabs mine, and that electricity flowing through
my veins, sparks a desire in me.