protected from the sun or cold weather . . . so it can grow and bloom.â
âOh. Am I like that?â I asked.
âYes,
my Zoe
. I love you. Gânight.â
âGânight.â
And then the light was out, the door was closed, and Daddy Reindeer was gone.
I wanted to holler, Come back! Come back so I can ask you another question.
Am I ugly?
20
The Day After Trouble Day
T he next morning at school, everyone, including me, tried very hard to act normal, as if nothing strange had happened. Of course, I got a few funny looks, but no one said anything mean. Plus, Zena had been suspended for the day.
Lucky Zoe.
But that day at lunch in the cafeteria, something puzzling happened. A new kid named Adam York, who is in Mr. Summerâs class too, came over and sat down across from me, Zoe G. Reindeer.
The only person Iâve ever sat with during lunch is Quincyâalmost always at this same small table in thecorner. And since Quincyâs been gone, the only person I sit with is me.
He smiled, said, âHi,â and started chomping a burger.
âHi.â
As always, the cafeteria was crazy noisy, most people yapping, some people hollering, wild loud laughter, the sounds of dishes and trays. But sitting there next to Adam felt quietâquiet like when the class is taking a really hard test and every mind is busy thinking. Quiet like when youâre so nervous, everything seems to have come to a stopâincluding your heart.
For some reason, I began checking the buttons on my sweater to make sure they were buttoned right. My clothes kind of matched today; that was good. I wondered why Iâd never really noticed him before. But then again, to me, most kids at school were like streetlightsâalways there but hardly ever noticed.
Why did he come and sit beside me? Why am I feeling weird inside? More and more whys kept coming, but no answers followed. My shyness was orbiting around me like a giant moon. I couldnât speak. Then, all of a sudden, I remembered something about him. He has a sister named Eve. Like Adam and Eve, I thought, in the Garden of Eden.
From her spectacular tree house in the Garden of Eden, Zoe could see clear to the horizon, where the blue sky meets the bluer ocean. African elephants, gazelles, and zebras roamed the plains. Zoe didnât need a radio because all day long the birds were singing songs. A monkey waved and handed her a banana . . .
âWhatâs BQ mean?â Adam blurted, interrupting my fantasy.
So that was it. He was a spy on a missionâsent, in all likelihood, by Zena or her puppets. I glanced over to the table where they were sitting and waited for one of them to look our way, but their eyes stayed focused on each other.
Hmmm. Maybe heâs not a spy.
âIt means âbe quiet,ââ I replied.
âOh.â
And Adam went on eating his lunch and I went on eating mine and then he was finished and he got up to leave, but before he did, he told me, âYouâre not ugly, Zoe.â
âOkay.â
As he walked away, I watched him to see if he was going to stop at the table where Zenaâs clique wassitting, to tell them what BQ meant so they could make fun of me againâbut he didnât.
He seems niceâmaybe.
Before bed that night, I stared hard at myself in the bathroom mirror from the front and sort of from the sides, which is kind of hard.
Not ugly?
Does
not ugly
equal
pretty
?
I dabbed some of Jadeâs pink lip gloss on my lips. It tastes like bubble gum, I thought as I slipped the tube in my pocket. It was just borrowing. Iâd bring it back tomorrow. Jade had so much makeup, she wouldnât miss one tube for one day, would she?
Then I used her flat iron on my hair. Was straight better than not straight, or did it just look different? Just different, I decided.
When I was finished, I opened the bathroom door to find the snox waiting outside. How does he
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