get it,â a senior told me.
âYou mean the governor turned him down?â
âYeah. He hangs Friday.â
That hit me like a sledge on the back of my head and I felt words rushing to the tip of my tongue and then sliding back down my throat. I felt weak, like my stomach was all tied up in a knot. Iâd thought sure Tommy Smith would have had his sentence changed to life. I didnât think they really had enough evidence to swing him. Not that I cared, particularly, only he had lived across the street and when they took him in for putting a knife through his old manâs backâthat was what they charged him withâit had left his two sisters minus both father and brother and feeling pretty badly.
Where I come in is that I got a crush on Marie, the youngest sister. Sheâs fifteen. A year older than me. But as I explained, Iâm not any little dumb dope still in grammar school. Iâm what youâd call bright.
So that was it; they were going to swing Tommy after all, and Marie would be bawling on my shoulder for six months. Maybe Iâd drop the little dame. I certainly wasnât going to go over and take that for the rest of my life.
I got lined up in the twelve-year-old company, at the right end because I was line sergeant. We did squads right and started marching toward the flag pole. I felt like hell. We swung to a company front and halted.
Pushton started in on the bugle. I watched him with my eyes burning. Gee, I hate buglers, and Pushton is easy to hate anyway. Heâs fat and wears horn-rimmed glasses. Heâs got a body like a bowling ball and a head like a pimple. His face looks like yesterdayâs oatmeal. And does he think being bugler is an important job! The little runt struts around like he was Gabriel, and he walks with his buttocks sticking out one way and his chest the other.
I watched him now, but I was thinking more about Tommy Smith. Earlier that night of the murder I had been there seeing Marie and I had heard part of Tommyâs argument with his old man. Some silly thing. A girl Tommy wanted to marry and the old man couldnât see it that way. I will say he deserved killing, the old grouch. He used to chase me with his cane. Marie says he used to get up at night and wander around stomping that cane as he walked.
Tommyâs defense was that the old boy lifted the cane to bean him. At least that was the defense the lawyer wanted to present. He wanted to present that, with Tommy pleading guilty, and hope for an acquittal. But Tommy stuck to straight denials on everything. Said he hadnât killed his father. The way everything shaped up the State proved he was a drunken liar and the jury saw it that way.
Tommy was a nice enough sort. He played football at his university, was a big guy with blond hair and a ruddy face, and blue eyes. He had a nice smile, white and clean like he scrubbed his teeth a lot. I guess his old man had been right about that girl, though, because when all this trouble started she dropped right out of the picture, went to New York or somewhere with her folks.
I was thinking about this when we began marching again; and I was still thinking about it when we came in for breakfast about forty minutes later, after having had our arms thrown out of joint in some more silly stuff called setting-up exercises. What they wonât think of! As though we didnât get enough exercise running around all day!
Then we all trooped in to eat.
I sat at the breakfast table cracking my egg and watching the guy across from me hog six of them. I wanted to laugh. People think big private schools are the ritz and that their sons, when they go there, mix with the cream of young America. Bushwa! There are a few kids whose last names you might see across the front of a department store like Harker Bros., and there are some movie starsâ sons, but most of us are a tough, outcast bunch that couldnât get along in public school and
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