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her all week, I understood the pleasure of the memory, the trickle-down glamour of the spot-lit movie premiere, everyone dressed up to celebrate a local boy made good. “It was a picture for teenagers, one of those beach movies. He was in a bathing suit, with a surfboard. We were so excited when he came on the screen.”
    “I’ll bet,” I muttered. Visions of dreamy Dean Foster: shirtless and sun-drenched.
    “Mrs. Ficchino yelled, ‘That’s my son!’ You remember Mrs. Ficchino? She sure had the gift of the gab.”
    “I remember her. But what happened to him? Danny?”
    The sound of the car in the driveway intruded. Deirdre returning from grocery shopping.
    “There was some trouble. With the police, maybe.” Nana narrowed her eyes, as if peering into a dark corner. “You could ask Katie.”
    Deirdre entered, arms heavy with stuffed paper bags. I tried to squeeze in one last question. “Do you think he’s still alive?”
    Before Nana could answer, Deidre asked, “Who are you talking about?”
    “Danny Ficchino.”
    Her eyes did some kind of mental search. “Oh—him.”
    “You know who he is?”
    “Yeah, sure. Uncle Angelo’s brother.”
    “How come I’ve never heard of him?”
    “You probably weren’t around when it came up.” Her gaze moved past me to Nana, trying to determine, I think, if I’d said anything about our conversation last night. She maneuvered from cabinet to fridge to cupboard, a blur of dyed-blonde hair and Old Navy primary colors, putting everything in its place, all the while recounting the successes and failures of her shopping trip. “They didn’t have the ______ so I got the ______ instead. The such-and-such was on sale. The whole place was a zoo.” At some point during her masterful navigation of the kitchen, she glanced down at the head shot and then back up at me, and I saw something in the set of her expression that reminded me of our father’s brand of silent disapproval.
    “I found it in the attic,” I said, but she only looked away.
    AJ was moving through the doorway, struggling under a grocery bag loaded with bottled juice. I stepped toward him to help, but he was determined to go it alone. “I can carry one bag at a time,” he announced with the pride of someone granted an honor.
    “There’s more where that came from,” Deirdre said to me. “Get to work.”
    I shuffled off obediently to make myself useful.
     
     
    My last night in New Jersey. Deirdre came over to say good-bye and to find out what progress I’d made on the do-list.
    I poured her a drink, made her sit down. I told her about the San Francisco box, the photos, my conversation with Nana. I asked her what she knew about Danny Ficchino. She said that Dad had mentioned him only once or twice, general stuff about running around the neighborhood with Danny and losing touch with him after Danny became an actor. He’d hinted that Danny might have had a run-in with the law, which led to a falling out between Danny and the Ficchinos. Deirdre wondered if it had been over money. “It sounded to me like one of those Italian things,” she said. “ You’re dead to me now . You know what I’m saying?”
    “I know it firsthand,” I said, with a gulp of the strong cocktail I’d poured.
    “Oh, please, Jamie. No one disowned you.”
    “Dad basically did. Why can’t you admit that?”
    “I’ve never denied that he was closed minded.” She looked down into her glass, clinking ice in a shaky grip. “But you stopped trying.”
    “He didn’t want anything to do with me!”
    “Well, you definitely returned the favor.”
    “But he sure got the last word. Ten thousand dollars just about says it all.”
    We tried to keep our voices down, aware of Nana upstairs, but each recrimination was louder than the last. It wasn’t a new quarrel—we’d swiped at each other over the phone for years, she insinuating that I’d abandoned her to Dad’s illness, me insisting that she never stood up for me—but it