My generation, we take things as they are. Donât expect the impossible. People change and grow, and they need to move on. What works for a while doesnât work forever.â
She was looking away now, out across the mission grounds and the open, snowy plains where the buffalo herd grazed, and he caught the shadow of disappointment in her expression. She covered it up quicklyâshe was a good actress, like her mother. He had never been certain where he stood with Eileen. Always off balance.
âAnyway, David and I . . .â
âDavid?â
She took a moment, as if this was a road she wasnât sure she wanted to start down. âI guess youâd call him my boyfriend. Weâve been together three years now. We live together. We knew it wasnât forever, and that was okay. Itâs been great, but now itâs time to move on. Heâll finish his Ph.D. in religious studies this spring and take a position at the University of North Carolina.â
They started up the shoveled sidewalk to the residence. âYou could write your dissertation anywhere,â Father John said.
âMaybe for your generation things were that simple, Uncle John, but we accept that everything has an end.â
They took the steps side by side, and he pushed open the frontdoor. No, things were never simple, he wanted to say. Twenty-five years ago, he had come to that same point, where it was time to move on.
âIâm just saying we donât pretend to believe in happily ever after . Weâre okay with the present.â She was pulling off her jacket, and he took it from her and hung it on a hook. He set his own jacket on the bench and placed his cowboy hat on top. Maybe that was the real difference in their generations: the ability to move on without regret. With gratitude, even. But in the smile she gave him, he detected the smallest flicker of sadness and disappointment, which disappeared as quickly as it had flared up.
âIf you ever want to talk,â he said, but Walks-On came clicking down the hallway, and Shannon swung toward him.
âAnd who might you be?â She leaned over and ran a slender hand over the dogâs coat. âMy, youâre a handsome fellow. What happened to your hind leg?â
âHe lost it on Seventeen-Mile Road when he was a puppy.â The conversation about fairy tales and going forward without regretâoh, yes, without any regret that this niece of his would ever admit toâwas over.
âLet me guess. You found him and brought him home.â
âAfter a trip to the vetâs. He pretty much patrols the mission, keeps us in line.â
âOf course you would have a dog. I canât imagine you without a dog.â
Walks-On had pivoted about. Looking back to make sure his two charges were in line, he headed down the hallway to the kitchen. The air was filled with smells of tomato soup and grilled cheese, the lunch his mother used to make, Father John was thinking, on frosty winter days.
âShannon.â He kept his voice low, a few feet behind her. âIf there is anything you would like to talk over . . .â
âThere isnât.â She glanced back and flashed the same knowing smile he had found so annoying and attractive in her mother.
âWelcome.â Bishop Harry, wrapped in a white apron, pushed himself off the edge of the counter and plunged toward Shannon, hand extended. âA pretty Irish lass, I see. Iâm the pastorâs assistant.â
âBishop Harry Coughlin,â Father John said. âI may be the pastor, but heâs the bishop. This is Elena, our housekeeper.â
Elena stood at the table, holding several plates. She nodded in Shannonâs direction and went about placing the plates on the table. The Arapaho Way, Father John knew. She would hold back until she decided what type of character Shannon had, whether her heart was good. There was no sense in
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