readinâ books wasnât a manâs work. But Matt hated the water, made him sick to his stomach. At the end of the day his hands were in tatters from haulinâ the lines. With the men, not going back was a sign of weakness, and maybe they were right. Iâm afraid Matt only did what he wanted to do, or what he was good at. Thing was, he was good at quite a few things, but heâd never push hisself forward or pick up for hisself.â
She drained her mug and passed it to Nora to set on the tray. âIâll tell you now the kind he was. My father used go huntinâ in the fall of the year so as weâd have plenty of bottled turrs and partridge stacked on the shelf through the winter. Come the fall we needed to stock up again. I knew how to shoot a gun because my father had taught me. One day late September that year, I took out my fatherâs shotgun, cleaned it out like he showed me and decided to try my luck on the barrens. Matt asked to come with me, didnât trust me, I believe. I didnât do too good and wanted to go on home out of it, when he said, âHere, let me have that.â I stayed well clear of him, but, my dear, I knew just looking at the set up of him, he knew what he was about. He was a fine shot, no doubt about it! That year he took birds enough for ourselves and enough that I could share with others in need. That got him the bit of respect with the men. Not that he seemed to notice. Heâd just go about his business, read his books and do the garden. Sometimes when I was to the flakes workinâ on the fish, heâd bide with Father and see to him and that was fine by me. It was only others thought it strange.â
âSo, was he happy here?â
âIn those days we didnât think too much about being happy. Survivinâ is all was on most peopleâs minds. If there was food on the table and a roof over your head, that was reason enough to be happy. But yes, I suppose he was happy. He was good company for me anyways. He stayed on through the fall and winter and well into the spring of the following year. He had hauled kelp from the beach and had a stack piled five feet high to the back of the house ready for the garden. For sure I thought he was here to stay. To begin with I didnât notice how things had changed about the house, until one evening around supper time, Matt was off on his own walkinâ the cliffs and I was fixinâ a bit of supper over by the kitchen table. I was hot and tired and Iâd had enough for one day.â
âBuddy,â the old man had suddenly begun to shout across the kitchen. âBuddy, now whatâs the story with him?â His words were a bit slurred but the meaning was clear. âIs he planninâ to stick around here for good or is he goinâ on back to New York or Boston or wherever it is heâs come from?â
âBuddy? And who might I ask is Buddy?â
âYou knows damn well who I mean. Now whatâs the story?â
Sometimes, it made her heart turn right over when sheâd look across and see the thin, frail, old man sitting passively in the chair by the range. His hair wanted combing, and he could do with a shave and, God in heaven, his nose was runninâ down in his mouth again! Why couldnât he at least do that for himself? In two steps she was by his chair, and with the corner of her apron pinched hard on the end of his nose. âAre you talkinâ about Matt, Father? Because if you are, heâs got work enough here. In case you havenât noticed, weâve had vegetables, best kind all winter and if thatâs not enough, Iâll have you know that if he didnât bide here with you all afternoon then I couldnât be down to the flakes, now, could I?â
His left hand lay lifeless on the arm of the chair. It should have been big and square with strong hard fingers. But the flesh was soft and flaccid, the skin pale and mottled.
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