down to hide her swooning. Father Bob observes the class for a loaded moment, arms akimbo, his small shiny shoes tapping as if in impatience. What will he say? The suspense is exquisite. Will he advise us, as Father Cyr does, to live a life of loving kindness? Will he bring announcements, as Father LaPlante often does, about the church fair or First Friday Mass or the schedule for Confirmation?
âBoys and girls,â he says. âWhatâs new?â
Everybody laughs. This is so, so funny! Father wants to know whatâs new!
Nyew
is how he says it, because he is splendidly educated and this is how they pronounce this word in England. He also says
pro-
gress, with a long
o.
Possibly he does this more with Dad gone. It drives Mum crazy.
Quit putting on airs,
she used to chide him, but as a priest heâs allowed to put on all the airs he cares to. He was born loving words and works them like a paint kit.
Father Bob makes no special note of me except for a quick, sidelong glance that says:
I know youâre here.
This makes me a hundred times more exceptional than if heâd announced to the class,
Thereâs my niece.
He does this when visiting Cathy and Bettyâs classroom, too, roving the room, singling out our friends instead of us, which is far more delicious, our glory deflecting to other kids who become celebrities once removed. The ones who didnât have the smarts to want Bettyâs friendship will now pay.
âDenise Vaillancourt, how are you this morning?â
âFine, Father. Thank you, Father.â
âMargie Lavorgna, I saw your father when I stopped at Fisherâs just now. Heâs looking well. Such an affable fellow.â
âThank you, Father.â
I remind myself to look up
affable
and tell Margie what it means.
âYouâll give your mother my very best regards?â
Very best regards! Nobody we know says âvery best regardsâ!
âYes, Father. Thank you, Father.â
He has this way of sounding simultaneously chummy and formal, making a child the delectable center of something rare and memorable.
âSister, what are the children studying today?â
âWeâre studying the explorers, Father.â Sister Ernestine swans across the room, pulls down the map of the world, and asks Judy Pepin to point out Portugal, and Spain, and Italy. Then, in case Father prefers a more contemporary show-and-tell, she asks Penny Naples to point out the neighborly provinces of Canada and the godless expanse of the U.S.S.R. She does not consult the boys, who canât be trusted to come up with the right answers on cue.
âWell done. Very, very well done.â Father beams at the child who has pointed correctlyâbut really heâs beaming at me. âExcellent pro-gress.â
I sit there, thinking:
Mine, mine, mine.
âVery nice visiting with you, Sister. Thank you.â
âOh, thank
you,
Father!â She raises a single eyebrow at us, whereupon we leap once again to our feet.
âAu revoir et merci, mon Père!â
He shows his small, white hands and down go our heads, down, down, down, a domino-quick reflex.
âIn nomine Patris,â
he intones,
âet Filii, et Spiritus Sancti.â
We cross ourselves. âAmen.â
His custom is to visit all the grades, not just ours, and then drive home to Mum and wait for us. As we file to the cafeteria for lunch, I spot him through the great doors. Heâs sitting in his parked car, his hands on the wheel, his forehead gently resting on his hands. After lunch, filing past the door again, I look for his car and itâs gone.
So heâs with Mum now, and hereâs what I want to imagine as I finish my first good-tasting lunch in weeks: the brother and sister as their old selves, playing a ferocious round of Scrabble in the kitchen, Mum registering challenges until she canât take one more ridiculous, unheard-of, perfectly legal English word pointed
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