Sheâs a year and then some younger than me, but her daddy wasnât a manic gynecologist, so Roxanne started her smoking, drinking, life-in-the-fast-lane period way before Dessie or me. Not only did Roxanne get lucky at fourteen, but she claims she had regular orgasms. I doubt it.
The reason I doubt it is because Roxanneâs supposed Big Os came off rodeo cowboys. Even older women complain about short rides and losses of concentration on the rodeo circuit. Bull riders and calf ropers are just too horny. I canât conceive of a kid cowboy lasting more than eight seconds, but I guess that shows a prejudicial viewpoint picked up later after several years of working honky-tonks.
Looking back, I find Roxanneâs pastime really amazing. I mean, knowing her rich and easy background, hanging out with cowboys was a lot more rebellious than the early sex, but then, Roxanne didnât give a damn what anyone thought of her cowboy fetish. She said a limp turned her on.
Roxâs cowboy that winter was an older, browner guy named Nebâwhich I think was short for Nebraska. Neb had a face like a muddy teardrop and knees farther apart than his shoulders. He chewed and spit. I thought he was repulsive, though I never have figured out Roxanneâs tastes in butt.
Along about Thanksgiving, Neb gave Roxanne two tickets to a New Yearâs Eve concert by something called Conway Twitty and the Twitty Birds, his obvious plan being that I should drive Roxanne to the concert so he could get her drunk and hump her. I didnât cooperate.
âNo.â
Roxy pleaded. âEvery Christmas Ron gets drug off to his grandmaâs in Wichita Falls and every New Yearâs Eve you sit home watching TV. Itâs time you had some fun, Lannie.â
âI canât stand hillbilly music. Twitty sounds like twang and twang stinks.â
âI bet you never even heard any real country music.â
âI heard it and I hate it. No.â
âMaybe Neb can bring a friend for you.â
âIâm not going to pop my cherry with a smelly cowboy in a pickup truck. Besides Iâm going steady. Why should I screw a stranger if I wonât screw Ron?â
âBecause Ron doesnât know how.â
âThatâs possible.â
âYou donât have to screw Nebâs friend. Just pretend you might and heâll buy you some drinks.â
âForget it.â
Roxanne bothered me the whole week after Christmas. Part of her problem was that I was sixteen and could drive and she was fifteen and couldnât. If Neb picked her up at home, they were afraid her parents would call the police.
I finally gave in. You can ask Loren. Or Ron, Ace, or Mickey. Persistence is my weakness. Iâll give in to anyone whoâs willing to beg awhile.
We told Mom and Dad we were going to a slumber party at Brendaâs with Dessie. Dessie and Brenda were glad to cover for us. It made them look less suspicious also. I wore my pink sweater and jeans. Roxanne wore a skirt and cowboy boots. She looked like Dale Evans pretending to be a teenage hooker.
We ate Mama Burgers at the A&W before driving downtown, but the night almost collapsed right there because Roxanne tried to steal her root beer mug and we got caught and the man threatened to call the cops. He only let us go because she cried.
We each drank a beer while I drove Daddyâs car downtown. Roxanne had taken us two apiece from her parentsâ refrigerator. I said theyâd find out, but she said they wouldnât. Her parents were throwing a New Yearâs Eve party and theyâd never miss four Lone Stars.
âHere,â she said, handing me a straw from the A&W. âYou get drunk quicker if you suck it up.â
âWhy?â
âI donât know why, but everyone says it works.â
The concert was in the old Baxter Hall on Second Street. We got there early and sat in the car, drinking beer out of straws and looking at
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