at the time of the peculiarity of his manner, for they had no attention to spare. But her
mother had seen the relief on her daughter’s face when she heard that seventeen days had passed
during her illness. And so now she told Jenny only the brief fact of Robert’s continuing
attendance, without saying that he had become more insistent, in this last week, since she had
admitted that Jenny was recovering. Without saying that when people asked about a new
wedding date, she had been noncommittal in a way that let people guess there would be no new
wedding date. She would have put off speaking of Robert at all, and spared her daughter’s
convalescence a little longer, but that she feared he would find her one day when she was alone,
without her parents to intercede, mediate—send him away for good. What she wanted was that
Jenny be well and strong and happy again. So, briskly, even perfunctorily, she told her daughter
that Robert washed to see her.
Jenny went still in a way that was not just the natural lethargy of the invalid, and the cat in her
lap woke up from its boneless sleep and gathered itself together again into four discrete legs and
a tail, and looked up into her face. “I would prefer to avoid him,” she said, and that was all.
It was a month before Jenny could ride again, and she still tired easily; so it was two months, and
high summer, by the time she felt able to make a journey of more than half an hour from her
parents’ gate. She did not tell her parents where she was going; and she took Gruoch with her.
She rode to the bridge at the head of the harbour between the two towns.
She had told her parents little of what had happened. She had let them think she had somehow
gotten lost and wandered near the sea-shore before she realised what she had done, and been
drenched that way; she let them think that what she had said in her fever dreams of angry,
vindictive sea-men and tender, weeping sea-women were only the result of her belated
recollection of the curse, her own terror of what might have happened to her if she had not turned
her mare away from the harbour in time.
She had not told them that even after her fever left her, she had gone on dreaming of a land
beneath the sea, where the water was the air, but silvery and swirly, and the people walked on the
sea-bottom with a curious, graceful, rippling stride, and there were horses with long slender legs
and foamy manes and tails like little girls always wanted their ponies to have; and there were
great grey-green hunting hounds not unlike her own dear Gruoch; and even the biggest trees had
flexible trunks, and bowed and turned in the heavy air with slow elegance, trailing their frondy
leaves, and that the fish nested in them like birds.
She rode back to the bridge, but she halted a few steps from it, suddenly unsure of herself. The
sea-king had let her go, despite his promise to drown every land-person who touched the bridge
or set boat in the water or dock-post next to the harbour shore, for as long as his people’s
memory should last; and perhaps to thank him was the worst thing she could do. The thanks of a
land-person might be the last thing he wanted, the thanks of a land-person he despised himself
for sparing.
At the same time she remembered how his face had looked when he mentioned his son and his
wife, and she remembered that when he set her on her horse, he had used his strength cautiously
when he might have been harsh with her. But she feared that she remembered these things for the
wrong reasons. Perhaps her desire to thank him was only an excuse to see him again, to see the
person who lived in the land she dreamed of. And she felt ashamed of herself
But as she stood hesitating on the bank, looking at the stones of the bridge but not daring to set
foot upon them, the water below the bridge boiled up as it had done once before. This time the
sun was sliding down the sky but nowhere near setting, and the
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