people think theyâre concentrating when theyâre really worrying or how golf was the greatest game in the history of the world or how you canât hit too slow or too fast on the putting green or how a manâs patience with a dead pig meant more than his patience with boring conversation.
He just listened. When he did talk, his voice sounded farther away. Weary. He asked me how far we were from Augusta and told me heâd better rest up. Then Daddy didnât speak again and my only close company was the lump in my throat. I had the strangest feeling that Iâd imagined him talking in the first place. Or maybe listening to me talk was exhausting to him. Maybe thatâs why he didnât do it much when he was alive.
âHey, crazy!â Noni waved from fifty yards ahead. The dirt had changed to pavement somewhere along the way, and weâd reached Heart. She grinned and pointed to the BUS DEPOT sign far down the street. âYou ever been to Georgia?â
I shook my head and jogged a little to catch up to her. Iâd never been anywhere outside of Hilltop, other than Heart and Mobile.
âWell, Bobby Jones,â she said, slapping an arm around my back, âI havenât either. But I bet itâs pretty enough to scatter ashes on.â
HOLE 9
Painting Tickets
A clock read six oâclock in the morning when Noni and I walked inside. The big indoor room held benches and a ticket booth and smelled like a combination of cleaning supplies and body odor. Posters for destination cities plastered the walls. We found the water fountain, a rusty piece of metal nailed to the wall that dribbled liquid even when nobody was there to drink it. Only after taking a sip did I notice the ghost letters above it, barely visible under a layer of paint. The entire wall was covered in the same white as the rest of the station, but you could see what else used to be there.
The word COLORED was hidden for the most part, but I could still see it. I bent to take one more sip of water, then moved to let Noni have some. While she drank, I noticed a cleaner-looking fountain attached to the opposite end of the station.
A uniformed maintenance worker shuffled over to theside door of the ticket office. I heard a low murmur of tired voices. A few people were scattered around the benches, reading or staring sleepily at the air in front of them.
âHey,â I said to Noni. âYou never said where youâre from. Is there a chance anybody here might recognize you?â
She nudged me toward the wall map, and I caught her studying her reflection in the clear plastic covering it. She tugged at her long ponytail. âNo. Iâm a nobody now.â
Blue, green, and red lines spread from the town of Heart like veins in the body of America. âWe could go to Chicago or New York if we wanted,â I said in wonder. I studied the map again. âOkay, Birmingham, Montgomery, Atlanta, or Chattanooga. Those are all in the right direction, for the most part.â
âAtlanta,â Daddy said, sounding confident. âWatch the station until you see an older lady, then go up to the ticket taker and tell him sheâs your grandma. Tell him you were just having a visit with Granny, and now youâre buying a ticket home to your parents.â
It sounded a little far-fetched to me. âDaddy says we should buy a ticket to Atlanta. He said to attach ourselves to an old person and the ticket person will sell us the tickets, no questions.â
Noni eyed the urn in my arms with a look of approval I hadnât earned from her yet. âSmart man, that dead daddy of yours. Iâll just tell the ticket taker that our granny lets me buythe tickets because I get a kick out of it. But we donât have enough money to get to Atlanta.â
I studied the fare rate. âSays thirty-five dollars per person. Half that for kids. Weâve got plenty.â
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