anyone?â
I crossed my arms across my chest. Shielding myself from him had already proven impossible, but I was stubborn. âYes.â
âBullshit. When did you start lying to yourself?â
For survival,
I wanted to shout
. Because I wasbusy mourning you, when I couldnât finally do with you what Iâd never done with anyone else.
So I didnât answer him. He got up in one swift movement, and I backed away a step or two, but no, he wasnât letting that happen. Mr. Tall, Dark and Commanding closed that space rapidly, leaving just enough room for me to not be completely threatened.
âKiss me.â
âYou canât order someone to kiss you.â
âIâm not ordering
someone
. Iâm telling
you
to kiss
me
.â
My tongue darted out to lick the corner of my lip as I considered this. Very dangerousâor it could possibly prove that this pretense of attraction was just that. âOkay, fine.â
He raised his brows in that âIâm waitingâ way.
I put my mouth on him and was rewarded with a bruising, brutal kiss that devastated my nervous system. Hands down destroyed it as heâd proved Iâd been lying to myself.
âDamn you,â I murmured against his mouth, and then I stopped thinking. His arms came around me, steel bands, but warm. His whole body was so damned warm.
He murmured against my cheek, âEvery second I was on that goddamned concrete floor, bleeding and waiting for help, I thought aboutyou. Every single day I was in that hospital, I thought about you.â
âYou hung up.â
âI had to concentrate on not dying, Calla,â he said fiercely, then softened. âI want you to realize that Iâm not going anywhere. CorrectionâIâm not going anywhere without you.â
I thought about him lying on the concrete floor, then in a hospital bed, clinging to life. Thinking about me. Heady stuff, and I couldnât deny that it made me feel better about the uncertainty Iâd faced so far. âYou expect women to fall at your feet. Iâm sure they do. Itâs not happening this time.â
He leaned into me again, the scruff of his cheek brushing my ear. âItâs already happened, Calla. So fucking deal with it.â
Was it time to surrender to the inevitable? What could it hurt?
It could break your heart, baby girl.
My motherâs voice. Gramsâs too. Both strong women almost done in by equally strong and dangerous men.
Although no, that wasnât rightâthose men were dangerous, but not strong. Because theyâd never come back to do what was right. Cage was here, despite everything, despite the threats to his own life. According to Tenn, Cage had riskedit again to come make sure I was all right. How could I walk away from that?
God, I was in so much trouble. I should run, out the door, down the street, beg the nearest police officer to get me home . . .
Home.
Whereâs that again, Calla?
But no, I wouldnât do that, because I had nowhere else to go. Iâd never let myself be defeated, and I wouldnât start now.
Iâd had dark, dangerous men circle me before. I seemed to be a magnet for them. I was independent and they took that as a personal affront or challenge. But thatâs not why I did it. Not at all.
I saw what dangerous men did to the women in my family, how it left them with nothing, beat up and destroyed. It started with Grams, continued with Mom, who loved a bad man while never giving Jameson Bradley a second chance. And it continued with me trusting the wrong boy.
Iâd watched love ravage those women until theyâd become nearly unrecognizable. Loving the wrong man wasnât a crime, but I began to believe that it shouldâve been. Because it rendered both my mom and Grams incapable of loving any other manâany good manâand there were several in each of their lives that came calling.
I never went as far as
Cathy Kelly
Marion Zimmer Bradley
Gillian Galbraith
Sara Furlong-Burr
Cate Lockhart
Minette Walters
Terry Keys
Alan Russell
Willsin Rowe Katie Salidas
Malla Nunn