in his mindâs eye. Being on his game had been particularly difficult this afternoon.
âI ordered takeout,â he told her. âI thought the delivery boy would be here before you.â
âMore restaurant food?â she asked as she entered. She made it personal before she could think not to. âDonât you ever have anything healthy to eat?â
âPizzaâs healthy,â he countered, arguing like a true lawyer. âIt has all the major food groups,â he said when she looked at him skeptically. âCheese, tomatoes, meat, bread,â he enumerated.
âAnd a ton of salt.â And that negated anything good the pizza might have to bring to the table.
âThatâs what makes it edible.â
For a moment, she was propelled back into the past. The past when she had finally succeeded in banking down her demons and had thought that maybe, just maybe, she would be able to find a little happiness with Kullen.
Before the roof caved in on her world and she discovered she was pregnant.
The next beat, the moment was gone.
âWhat do you have in your refrigerator?â she asked. Maybe she could come up with some kind of dinner for him. Almost anything was better than pizza, temptingly aromatic though it was.
âShelves.â
It was hard not to laugh. âAnything on those shelves?â
He thought for a second, envisioning the inside of the refrigerator the last time heâd looked. âA couple ofleftover takeout things that Iâm debating donating to science.â
She grinned, oblivious to the fondness that had slipped into her voice. âYou never learned how to cook, did you?â
There was nothing wrong with that. He knew lots of people who didnât cook. That was why God had made restaurants.
âNever saw the purpose,â he told her. âBesides, most days I either order in or go out for lunch. Same applies to dinner.â
She shook her head. âItâs not healthy to live like that.â The doorbell rang and he went to answer it. âThe people in Tibet donât eat takeout and they live a very long life,â she said, refusing to let up, âsubsisting on yogurt and vegetables.â
He laughed shortly. âItâs not a long life, it only seems like a long life because they canât find a decent steak.â
This time, it was the delivery boy with his pizza. Kullen handed him the money, then took possession of the extra-large pizza. He turned around and closed the door with his back.
âI ordered pizza with everything,â he told her, carrying it back to the dining room on the other side of the family room. âYou see something you donât like, just take it off.â
She tried not to think what a loaded phrase that actually was. âWhat if I donât like anything on it?â Lilli posed.
Kullen never missed a beat. âMore for me.â He setthe box down on the dining room table. âBut I seem to remember that pizza was your weakness.â
No, you were my weakness, she thought. But that Lilli had to disappear a long time ago.
Kullen opened the box and the aroma, already leaching out of the box by any means possible, now robustly filled the air, arousing her dormant taste buds.
âIt does smell good,â she conceded.
âHelp yourself,â he said, gesturing toward the oil-soaked box. âIâll get the plates and napkins.â
âIâll get them,â she offered. It was the least she could do. âJust tell me where the kitchen is.â
âYou canât miss it. Itâs the only room with a refrigerator in it,â he deadpanned. And then, when she kept on looking at him, he pointed over to the area just beyond the living room.
âWise guy.â
A sense of déjà vu washed over him as he watched Lilli disappear around the corner. It brought with it a host of warm, soft memories that in turn aroused feelings that had long since
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