kitchen after a while, and he look at us and start laughing. I donât know whatâs so funny, but I start laughing too, and then we start actinâ mad stupid, talkinâ âbout how things was back in the day. We talk âbout how we used to be stealing shit from the candy store âround the corner, and how Calvin got busted when we was in sixth grade, and they moms had to come down to the store. The Chinese man from the store screamed at they moms for not watching her son and, man, Cal got a beating all the way back to they apartment. And me, Andre, and Greg was out there in front of the building, laughing and eating the candy we just stole our own self. That shit was funny.
After a while, Andre say, âSo what you thinking about, Ty?â
âYeah, what you need?â Cal ask again.
Iâm tired of him always asking me that. But I do need something, so I canât front. âI got all my pops equipment and records and CDs and shit,â I tell them. âItâs in storage.â
âYou wanna sell?â Greg ask. â âCause I know a guy that would buy all that shit.â Greg always know a guy that wanna buy something.
âNah, I donât wanna sell his shit. He gettinâ out in a couple months. I wanna use it, throw a couple parties like he used to. But for our age. Iâma find a place, and Iâma charge people to come. Yâall can sell your shit outside, and Iâma DJ. What yâall think?â
Greg look at Andre, who the oldest and make the decisions for all of them.
âSound aâight to me,â Andre say.
âWhat you need?â Cal ask me for the third fuckinâ time.
âI need cash. âBout two, three hundred to get the place and set shit up. We pack that place, make this party off-the-hook and we all get paid. But thatâs only the first one,â I say, trying to make them see that this could be big, like my pops parties used to be. âWe keep havinâ them, folks keep coming, and we start making some real money then.â
I donât tell them that all Iâm trying to do right now is make enough money to get me, my moms, and Troy our own apartment. âCause we been at the EAU over two weeks now, and Iâm starting to think they ainât never gonna get us no Tier II.
I mean, most of the time, they only make you stay at the motels a couple nights, then they put you in a Tier II shelter where each family get, like, they own apartment with a kitchen and bedrooms and shit. And yeah, them places ainât all that nice, but they way better than Bennett and least you get to stay there for a while. Least you know where you gonna be sleeping every night.
But they treating my family different now. Thatâs âcause âbout three years ago, when my pops was locked up, we was broke and living in a Tier II shelter, and my moms scammed the city. She bought some social security numbers and other shit and was getting welfare money for three different families with all kinds of fake names and shit. She said she only did it âcause she was desperate.
When the city found out, she was arrested. They ainât put her in jail, but she still on probation for it. She sâposed to be paying the city back, but they givinâ her time since they think she got a retarded kid, like that ainât another one of her scams.
The problem is, now that we homeless again, the EAU donâtwanna give us no Tier II again, not when my moms was convicted of welfare fraud. Thatâs why we been at the EAU for two weeks now and they ainât found nothing for us. My moms think they just trying to fuck with us long enough that we give up and find a place to stay on our own. But we donât got nowhere else to go. If we did, why would we be sleeping at Bennett?
Andre reach in his pocket, pull out a big roll of cash, count off three fifty-dollar bills, and just hand it to me like it ainât nothing
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