food, the dark cupboard. This was the creepiest place he had ever slept. He felt a sharp bite on his elbow and thought of all the spiders that must be in the cabin with him. And ghosts. If he were a ghost he would hang out in this cabin. It was perfect for ghosts, just not for humans.
Ben lay still, watching, feeling, listening. He couldnât count the number of nights in his life that he had gone to sleep with his parents fighting. Too many. Even after all these years, he still got that feeling in his belly, waiting for Dad to get into the car and drive off, wheels spinning on the road. Ben wasnât a church-goer, but on those nights he prayed that his dad would be okay. He would lie awake until he heard the car shake and rattle back into the driveway after midnight.
He listened for a while but tiredness crept up on him little by little, covering him like a cloak. He tried to shrug it off but he was losing the battle. The sound of the creek cut through the voices and other night noises. âShhhhh,â it said, dragging him down.
I need to know .
These words came to him and his eyes flickered open. No matter how many pocket knives he was given he still needed to know where the money had come from. He sighed and turned over. The mattress squeaked on the floorboards. He found a comfortable position and closed his eyes again.
What are they arguing about? Why do we have to âsit tightâ?
Why couldnât he just be happy? Everything was good. Everything had been great all day . Let it go. Theyâll be fine in the morning.
He rolled onto his back, arms folded across his chest.
âShhhhh,â said the creek but Ben fought it. He would find out.He would stay awake until Mum and Dad came inside. He would listen to their conversation. He would learn where they were heading, what they were doing.
Ben reached over the side of his mattress and felt inside his backpack. His hand touched a days-old pear from school. He laid the pear aside on the floorboards, then felt in the bag for his camera. He ran his thumbs over the buttons, switched it on and placed it on the green metal trunk. He sat up and framed a wide shot of the cabin. It was very dark but the camera was good in low light. He hit the ârecordâ button and the red light shone. He threw some clothes on top, covering the red light, and he sent out a prayer that he had enough battery to catch their conversation.
His head hit the inflatable pillow and he tumbled into a dark well of sleep.
âSometimes I wish we hadnât done it,â Dad said.
Ben waited, his mouth dry. He pressed the video camera speaker to his ear, listening over the burble and swish of the creek. He sat on the bank, his back against a tree. He had escaped the cabin with his bag, camera and a spare battery before anyone else woke. The sky grew orange but the sun had not yet risen over the wall of sandstone on the other side of the creek.
The picture on the cameraâs flip-screen was too dark to see and the sound was low, so he kept the speaker pressed to his ear, swatting at mosquitoes on his ankles and neck.
âRay, please donât fall to pieces on me now. You got us in. You get us out,â said Mumâs voice.
âI hate this place.â
âWelcome to the club,â Mum said. âWhy didnât you think about that before you drove us all the way up here?â Then, in a quieter voice, âWhat about the kids? What are they thinking?â
Sometimes the words werenât clear but Ben filled in the gaps for himself.
âI didnât have a lot of time. And the kidsâre fine. Theyâre kids .â
âJust because ââ
âAs soon as we get these papers we go,â Dad hissed.
More shuffling sounds. No speaking for a while. Ben listened with every cell, muscles tight, breath short. He wondered if he should scan forward. Someone lay down on an air mattress and it squeaked softly on the
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