something in her ear. I could tell from the way Sophie recoiled that whatever Brynn had said to her wasnât as sweet a greeting as it seemed.
Brynn looked at Billy, but she didnât say anything to him. Then she walked toward me and gave me the same hug sheâd just given Sophie. âI hate you,â she whispered in my ear. Her words sounded more like a threat than a statement.
My eyes found Billyâs. Weâve been friends for so long I think he understood that there was a problem. He walked over to where Brynn and I were standing and looped his arms around both of us. To everyone else, Iâm sure it looked like a friendly gesture. He steered us outside and motioned for Sophie to follow.
âWhatâs the problem?â he asked when we were finally out of earshot. I didnât say anything, and neither did Sophie.
âYouâre disgusting,â Brynn said to Sophie. She practically spat the words at her.
âOK, calm down,â Billy said. Even though he didnât look in Brynnâs direction, I knew it was meant for her. âWe can figure this out.â
Billy loves diplomacy as much as he hates confrontation. I knew his intention in bringing all of us outside was to clear things up. I also knew it wasnât happening.
âEveryone saw you kiss Billy at the party,â Brynn said to Sophie. âI guess you donât care about your reputation.â
âBrynn!â said Billy.
Sophie looked hurt. âYou and Billy broke up,â she said.
Brynn moved away from Sophie, like being anywhere near her was physically unpleasant. She turned her attention to Billy. âYouâre so pathetic,â she said.
Then she looked at me. âAnd youâre nothing. Youâre absolutely nothing to me, and you never will be.â Then she put her hand on her head and went back inside and said something to her mother. A few minutes later the Stephenses left.
Not a great way to start the new year.
Hope smiles from the threshold of the year to come, whispering, âIt will be happier.â
âAlfred Lord Tennyson
Friday, January 2, 9:15 a.m.
Waking up
I woke up this morning to Mom sitting on the edge of my bed. âWhat happened yesterday outside the diner? Carol called this morning, and sheâs concerned about whatâs going on with you and Brynn. So am I.â
The last thing I wanted was for the moms to get involved. Sleepiness was my only weapon. I closed my eyes. âMom, Iâm not even awake yet. I donât want to talk about this.â
But Mom wasnât letting it go. âApril, I know you and Brynn have had some issues, but you, Billy, Brynn, and Sophie were outside talking yesterday. and you all looked upset. Did something happen?â
There was no way I was telling Mom about Sophie and Billy kissing or what happened at the party with Emily and Vanessa. âDonât worry,â I said. I yawned like I was going back to sleep. âItâll all work out,â I mumbled.
But Iâm not so sure it will.
Saturday, January 3, 10:45 p.m.
Saying good-bye
Leo is leaving for college tomorrow, so tonight we had what he called our
last date
. âItâs kind of ironic,â he said. âWe just had our first date, and weâre already on our last.â He laughed. I could tell he thought he was being pretty funny.
I would have laughed too, but it felt like I was having a lot of âlastsâ for so early in the year. I couldnât help thinking about Brynn. New Yearâs Day was probably the last time Iâll ever speak to her.
As I thought about it, my mood darkened.
âPenny for your thoughts,â said Leo as we sat down with plates of chicken and rice and hummus from the Middle Eastern restaurant in the food court at the mall.
In the short time Iâve gotten to know Leo, Iâve learned thereâs no point in not telling him whatâs on my mind, since he seems to get when
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