lip, but no stitches that she could see. His other injuries, whatever they might beâbruised and broken ribs and sprains, according to Rayâwere hidden by the sheet covering him.
Allie took a few steps into the room, hating the smell, hating the circumstances that had her there. Hating that sheâd come. And what did she say now that heâd focused on her? âHowâre you feeling?â wasnât appropriate.
âIâm glad youâre okay. I mean, other than...â She gestured weakly.
âYeah.â He spoke softly, his words slightly slurred.
Allie moved forward, but still kept her distance from the bed. She wished him no harm, but he had been so adversarial toward her and her sisters after heâd failed to get part of the Lightning Creek, that she was also having a hard time feeling anything other than regret that heâd been hurt. Seeing him like this did not stir any feelings of warmth or desire for a reunion. Was that why heâd wanted to see her? To rekindle something?
If so, injured or not, he was in for a rude awakening. Allie wasnât about to complicate her life now that she was on the road to straightening it out.
âI just wanted to stop by, let you know I was thinking about you.â
âAppreciate that.â
And then there wasnât a whole lot to say. âWell, I donât want to wear you out. I wish you a speedy recovery.â
âAllie?â
âYes?â
âIâm going to have trouble covering my part of the medical bills because Iâm between jobs.â
Allieâs heart dropped. Heâd wanted to see her to shake her down?
âIâm sorry to hear that, Kyle.â She made a backward step toward the door. âIâm sure you know that I donât have any money with all of my student loans. Maybe your dad could help you out.â
âYeah. Uh, heâs not in a position to do that.â
And she was? Honest to Pete.
âSorry. Iâm sure the hospital will take payments.â
âIâll need therapy afterward.â
Allieâs patience was about to snap. âWhat do you want, Kyle?â
âItâs what I donât want. I donât want to file medical bankruptcy.â His gaze held hers and she searched, trying to find a hint of the guy sheâd fallen in love with. Had time changed him so much? Or had she fallen in love with an illusion?
âAnd...â
âWould you co-sign a loan for me?â
âIâm up to my neck in student loans!â
âIf you used that eighty-acre parcel on the far side of the creek as collateral... Not that youâd need collateral. I have some savings to use to make payments until I land a job.â
âOooh, no...â Allie shook her head. âUh-uh. Iâm not attaching the ranch to a loan.â Sheâd taken great pains not to do that while funding her education.
âOnly part ofââ
âNo.â At any minute she expected Kyleâs heart-rate monitor to top out. If sheâd been attached to a monitor, it would already be there. âIâm sorry about your predicament.â But it was not her predicament, no matter how guilty she felt saying no. âThe ranch belongs to all of us. I couldnât make a decision like that alone if I wanted to.â
âWill you talk to your sisters?â
âI have to go, Kyle.â
Allie turned and left the room, walking to her car in a haze of anger. She hated not helping people, but Kyle was asking too much.
Yet, she still felt jabbing guilt beneath her anger. Why? What was wrong with her? Sheâd spent five years of her life supporting this guy, believing in him, and sheâd been let down every single time. Wasnât that enough?
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A FTER A LLIE HAD driven away, Jason finished dismantling the roof and then took a break before starting on the main structure, which was going to take some time. A couple weeks, maybe,
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