donât know what to do, Megan. Can I stay here? I can sleep on the couch. Please?â
Yes, God, yes! Her stomach pitched and fell. Crap . âNo, Chase. My mom would have a fit. Donât you have anyâ¦any, like, guy friends who can help, friends whose relationship statuses arenât lies?â
He snapped his mouth shut and stood up. âIâm outta here.â
He was leaving. Good. Thatâs what she wanted. So why did she suddenly blurt out, âYouâre already eighteen. You donât need their permission anymore.â
His eyes widened as they snapped to hers. âYou mean, justâ¦just defy them?â He sank back down to the sofa.
Slowly, she nodded. âYes, they canât stop you from doing what you want now.â
He rolled his eyes. âOh, yes, they can. They can kick me out.â
âYou have money. You can get your own place.â
âMegan, my money is their money. I work in the store whenever they need me. The credit card and the allowance are all theirs. I have nothing thatâs mine. Not really.â
That was the entire problem, she knew. She suffered from the same problemâa deep need to do something that she could take pride in. Something that was hers.
âChase, what do you want to do?â
He groaned. âThatâs the problem! I have no idea. I only know I really donât want to work in a bakery until I die.â He angled his head at her. âWhat about you? What do you want?â
She swallowed thickly. Her plan, her future, and everything in it faded to green when she looked in his eyes. Her heart raced and her throat tightened. What did she want? Or maybe the right question was who did she really want?
She shook her head. Who, what. It didnât matter.
It was the one thing she could never have.
Chapter 8
Bailey
Bailey sat alone in her room, steadily exploring Facebook for signs of Simon. He hadnât posted an update all day.
He was probably over at Caitlynâs house. She kicked the pile of clothes on the floor. She checked her email too. Still nothing. Oh, this was stupid and pointless and maddening, so she turned to her game system. Maybe spilling some blood and guts in Call of Duty would get her mind off Simon. She signed in, loaded up the game, and noticed someone had messaged her. She really hoped it wasnât another of those annoying Tenth Prestige Lobby invites.
Like she needed to cheat.
From: WyldRyd11
To: Goldilx
Hey, I got your gamertag off a Call of Duty forum and I thought maybe we could play a match togetherâI totally want you on my team. Iâll be online Monday from three until about seven. If youâre online, Iâll invite you.
WyldRyd11. Wow, what are the odds? He probably didnât even know that her Goldilx gamertag and âTake It for Grantedâ blog were her. He didnât say what forum, not that it mattered since she was in about eight of them. With a shrug, she figured it couldnât do any harm, so she decided to accept the invitation if and when it came through. Sheâd just made her first kill when the invite flashed. She accepted it and started a new game.
âHi, this is Goldilx.â She spoke into her headset, but no one answered, which was weird since she could plainly see WyldRyd11âs avatar on the screen, leaping from an abandoned truck. She pressed the Guide button on her controller and found another message.
From: WyldRyd11
To: Goldilx
Sorry! Headsetâs broke. I can hear you but canât talk back. My nameâs Ryder. Whatâs yours?
Bailey smiled. âOhâ¦hi, Ryder! My nameâs Bailey. Iâll check for messages once in a while, so if you have something to say, just do something to get my attention, like shoot the ground near me or something, and Iâll go read it.â She ran up a flight of stairs in some abandoned apartment building and shot at a target on the street.
âRyder, behind you!â
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