He saw her from the back, her hair silky and tangled. She was wrapped in one of his dressing gowns, with the hem trailing on the ground behind her.
âWhat are you looking for?â
She wasnât startled. She turned casually enough toward the bed, and the best thing was that she didnât try to smile.
âThe milk. Doesnât it come every morning?â
âI donât like milk.â
âOh.â
Before she joined him, she stepped into the kitchenette. The kettle on the hot plate was singing.
âWhat do you have in the morningâtea or coffee?â
It moved him to hear her voice in this room where heâd never had a visitor. Just before, he had been a little upset that she hadnât come to kiss him. Now he understood that it was better that way, with her puttering around, opening closets, bringing him a navy blue silk dressing gown.
âYou want this one?â
She was wearing a pair of menâs bedroom slippers, with the heels dragging on the floor behind her.
âWhat do you usually eat for breakfast?â
He relaxed, at peace. âThat depends. Usually, when Iâm hungry, I go to the drugstore.â
âI found some tea and a can of coffee. Since youâre French, I took a chance and made coffee.â
âIâll go get bread and butter.â
He felt very young. He wanted to go out, but it wasnât like yesterday, when heâd left the Lotus and then stopped within a hundred yards.
Now she was here, in his apartment. He was usually fastidious about the way he looked, perhaps a bit too much so, yet he almost went out unshaven, in his slippers, the way people did in Montmartre or Montparnasse or in working-class neighborhoods.
There was a hint of spring in the fall morning. He surprised himself by humming in the shower while Kay made the bed and hummed along.
It was as if an enormous weight had been lifted from his shoulders, the weight of years that had bent his back without his even knowing.
âArenât you going to kiss me?â
And she offered him her lips as he left. He paused for a moment on the landing. He turned, opening the door again.
âKay!â
She was standing where she had been, still looking at him from her side of the door.
âWhat?â
âIâm happy.â
âMe, too. Go on â¦â
He wasnât going to think about it. It was too new. Even the street was too new, or rather, it was the same street, but full of new things heâd never noticed before.
The drugstore, for example, where heâd often eaten breakfast alone while reading the paper. Now he saw it surrounded by a haze of happy irony mixed with self-pity.
He stopped, touched by the sight of an organ-grinder on the sidewalk; it was the first one heâd seen in New York, he could swear, the first one heâd seen since he was a child.
At the Italian grocery, it was new buying for two instead of one. He ordered little things he had never bought before. He wanted to fill the refrigerator.
He took the bread, butter, milk, and eggs with him and had the rest delivered. On his way out he remembered something.
âLeave a quart of milk at my door every morning.â
From below, he saw Kay at the window, and she waved to him. She met him at the top of the stairs and took the bags.
âDamn! I forgot something.â
âWhat?â
âFlowers. Yesterday morning I was going to get some for the apartment.â
âBut isnât it better this way?â
âWhy?â
âBecause â¦â
She groped for the words, serious and smiling at the same time, with none of the embarrassment they had felt earlier that morning.
â ⦠well, this way it feels less new, doesnât it? Itâs like itâs been longer.â
Then she added quickly, because otherwise it might have been too much, âYou know what I was looking at out the window? Thereâs an old Jewish tailor across the
Kathleen Karr
Sabrina Darby
Jean Harrington
Charles Curtis
Siri Hustvedt
Maureen Child
Ken Follett
William Tyree
Karen Harbaugh
Morris West