truth. Iâm sure theyâll be fine with it eventually.â
âOK,â I say quietly.
âYouâre upset,â he says, sighing.
âWell, you know what Iâm up against,â I explain. âIt wouldnât hurt for you be there for me when I need you.â
âIâm always there for you,â he says defensively. âBut this plan just keeps getting more and more complicated. Iâm telling you, theyâll come around.â
âSo easy for you to say; your futureâs not riding on this.â
I hear him yawn and I look up at the sky, desperate. âSo youâre not coming?â I ask again, hopefully.
âI canât now, I told you,â he says. âSeriously, itâll be OK.â
âSure, I guess,â I say, deflated.
âHey â no harm done right?â
âDonât be silly,â I tell him. âIâm a big girl. Iâll be fine.â
I hang up and glance at the time again, wishing I had my driverâs licence. And a car for that matter. I figure I might as well run or walk home â sure, it will be more hassle, but at least I wonât have to sit next to the deadbeat at the bus stop who will probably rob me.
I cut through the park and quicken my pace, scratching at the remnants of face paint around my ears and hairline, and dodging parents with prams, pensioners taking walks and dogs on leashes.
Iâm nearly on the other side when something smashes into the side of my head, knocking me over.
As I struggle to untangle myself from the two bags Iâm carrying, the contents of which have scattered all over the path, the offending object â a football â is picked up and thrown to a horde of boys standing metres away by a devastatingly good-looking guy in a raglan tee and shorts.
âIâm so sorry,â he says. âWe boys lose our coordination when a girl walks past.â
I blush a little and he laughs.
âI meant the blonde chick over there,â he says, nodding his head in the direction of a tall woman running around the park in a crop top. âFredâs got a thing for boobs.â
âYeah, well, tell Fred he should try to get his fix at a time when heâs not kicking footballs around, for the safety of us women without big boobs.â
He laughs again as I dust myself off.
âHere, let me help you,â he says, reaching down to grab my jumpsuit, shoes and red nose. âDress-up party?â he asks.
âYeah, except I was the only one in a costume,â I tell him, taking my things and shoving them back into my canvas bag with ferocity. Iâm ridiculously late now.
He looks at me blankly.
âHired help,â I say, waving my bright-blue afro wig at him. âIâm Tatty the Clown. I do kidsâ parties.â
âYour name is Tatty?â
âTamara. But everyone calls me Tammi. Well, except the kids.â
âWhat, were you scared a bunch of six-year-olds would track you down if they knew your real name?â
I grin. âYouâd be surprised at what theyâre capable of.â
Something wet lands on my cheek and I look up. A raindrop. A second later, the clouds open up and it starts to pour, heavy and fast.
âI knew I should have taken the bus,â I mutter. âIâm sorry, I have to go.â
âWait ââ he starts.
I quickly snatch my other bag off him. âNo, really, I have to run now.â
âYouâre walking? You have so much stuff, I can take it for you.â
I give him a quizzical look.
âWhat I mean is, I can take you. If we ride, itâll be much quicker.â
âNot allowed on motorbikes, sorry,â I say, a little weirded out. âBut thanks anyway.â
âWho said anything about a motor?â
He smiles and Iâm shocked once again by how good-looking he is.
He points to a bike rack and I laugh. The rain has slowed slightly, but Iâm already
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