watch as Dad takes a pen from his pocket and sets it down on the tile near his feet. âI wonder,â he says softly. When he lets go of the pen, it begins rolling, slowly but surely toward the other side of the kitchen. âWow, the house is off-kilter.â
âYouâre kidding,â says Mom.
âGravity doesnât lie, but Iâm surprised Iâve never noticed it before. Itâs probably just the sandy foundation, settled a bit over time. This is why the wise man built his house upon a rock.â He stops to think. âThat might reduce its value some. Weâll have to get it looked at before we sell.â
âWell, I donât care,â Mom says, undeterred. âItâs still perfect. A perfect place for us to create perfect memories with our perfect children this summer.â
âAnd with Cade,â I say pointedly.
Mom grins and drapes an arm around Cadeâs shoulder. âYes, Breezy,â she says with a laugh, âand with Cade.â
After we unpack our suitcases, Mom takes a drive to the local market while Dad takes the rest of us for a short walk on the beach. The sun has already dropped to just above the waterline, leaving the entire horizon bathed in a fiery brew of orange and purple.
I canât help but notice that Ann keeps filling her lungs with long, deep breaths as we pace through the sand. After one particularly long breath, she twirls around, lifting her hands high above her head, and exclaims, âI could die today and be perfectly happy.â
âWell, donât,â I tell her, âbecause I donât want to have to live alone with you-know-who.â With my head, I motion to Cade.
âI was joking. Chill.â
âI wasnât,â I mutter.
Ann takes another huge breath, letting it out slowly, savoring it. âDonât you feel it? The crash of the waves, the roar, the sprayâit just makes me feel so alive.â
âThatâs what we want,â my father says as he bends over to draw in the sand with his finger. He makes a heart. âBeing here is all about feeling alive.â For a second or two he and Ann share a peaceful daddy-daughter stare. âItâs about you living, Ann, and getting a new one of these.â He stands up and brushes the sand from his finger.
âThen itâs also about dying,â Cade blurts out. âBecause if youâre getting a new heart, then someone out there is going to have to have a very bad summer.â
Annâs face sinks like an anchor. âThank you so very much for reminding me of that,â she says, her eyes turning suddenly red and welling up with tears. âWay to ruin the moment.â She turns immediately and marches back to the house.
âNice job, Dimwit,â I say.
Dad shakes his head. âYouâve got to learn to keep some thoughts to yourself, Cade.â
âBut itâs true, Dad. I donât want Ann to die, but I donât want anyone to die.â
He smiles half-heartedly and ruffles Cadeâs hair. âI know you donât. But can I tell you something? As a parent, Iâm selfish. I want Ann to live a long, long time. So if someone has to die this summerâand I wish they didnâtâbut if thatâs Godâs plan, then I pray to God that it isnât your sister.â Dad reaches out and gives Cade a little squeeze on the shoulder. âCâmon, son.â He turns back to me and motions for me to follow them.
I donât move. âCan I just stay here a little longer?â The words come quietly from my mouth, but are carried to his ears on the steady breeze. âJust until the sun sets?â
At first Iâm sure heâll say no, that a teenage girl shouldnât be alone on the beach. But then maybe he sees something in my expression, because he relaxes. âDonât wander off,â he cautions. âAnd the tide is coming in, so donât get too
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