plowing his head into the skaterâs stomach. Together they crashed to the ground. For a split second, they were chest-to-chest, too close and strangely intimate. Then the skater was digging his hands into the sides of Rakmenâs face, scraping flesh, inching toward his eyes.
He pushed Rakmenâs head back to the splintering point. Fire shot down his spine. With a fierce jerk, Rakmen broke free of the skaterâs grasp and pounded his head into the manâs chest. Under him, the skater thrashed and bucked, wrenching loose with a vicious jab to Rakmenâs kidney.
He flipped Rakmen onto his back and scrambled to his feet. Rakmen was trying to stand with the singular goal of wrapping his hands around that assholeâs neck when the skater kicked him hard in the side. The sound was a pumpkin dropped on asphalt. The pain was a black flood. The skater kicked him again, and Rakmen crumpled.
âYouâre nothing,â the skater jeered through bloody teeth.
Rakmen couldnât be sure if the words came from that gash of a mouth or from those puncture wound eyes, but they reverberated through him as he passed out.
Nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing.
CHAPTER 8
The old man was calling 911 when Rakmen regained consciousness.
âDonât,â Rakmen said, his tongue thick in his mouth. Heâd thrown the first punch. Cops would never side with him.
âYouâre hurt.â
Rakmen tried to shake his head. His brain seemed to bang against the side of his skull with every movement. He held his head steady, looking at the still-spinning trees overhead, and reached for the manâs arm. âPlease. No.â
Squatting on his haunches, the old man gazed at him a long time.
Rakmen willed himself to pass out again. Instead his body resumed. The world stilled. His breath returned to slow and steady. Everything ached, throbbed, stabbed.
The groundskeeper pursed his lips and frowned at Rakmen. âCan you stand?â
Rakmen stood, shrugged off the old manâs arm, and began to drag himself home. The blocks heâd sprinted stretched out before him. It was all concrete and pain and returning to worse than a beating.
He could hear his parents fighting as he went up the front steps.
He walked right in. At least theyâd have something new to yell about.
. . .
His mother had cried, screamed at him, and then cried again, a good show of full-on parental shit fit. But really, she had been crying for Dora. Rakmenâs father had cleaned his sonâs wounds in silence, diagnosed a broken rib without sympathy, and prescribed a double dose of ibuprofen. Rakmen was some patient on his rounds. A stranger.
Rakmen had been banished to his room. No one checked in before bed. No one woke him for school the next day. Now it was nearly five oâclock. Heâd stayed in bed all day, propped up on pillows to protect the worst of his bruises, and trying not to think about anything. His phone hadnât rung once.
When he heard his parents come home from work, Rakmen turned away from the door, even though resting on that side made the egg-sized lump on his head throb like a battering ram inside his skull. He breathed in shallow gasps. Inhaling too deeply sent pain stabbing through a rib on his left side.
There was a knock on his door. He ignored it, but the door opened anyway. Rakmen pretended to sleep. The desk chair scraped against the floor. He could hear the weight of his father settling into it. The mattress shifted as his mom sat beside him, sending a redoubled round of aches through his body.
âWe need to talk,â she said.
Rakmen rolled over, blinking at her through swollen, slitted eyes.
His dad sat in the desk chair, elbows on thighs, his head resting on the tips of his fingers. âWhatâs your pain level?â he asked, without looking up.
âWhat am I? One of your patients?â Rakmen said. His dadâs lips pinched into a tight line, but he didnât
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