None.
The pounding of hooves through the trees grows closer. Theyâre almost to the meadow. If we donât go now, theyâll see me and Iâll be put back in the mirrored prison.
Lonnrach will steal my memories again. Heâll punish me for escaping, and this time it might be worse. I wonât go back to that. I might not have this chance again.
When Aithinne starts down the trail ahead of me, I donât hesitate. I take the first steps down the rocky path. I mentally recite my encouragement, my mantra. Almost there. Almost there almost there . Almost safe. Almost home. Almost free of him . Each step is almost almost almost .
When I hear the fae enter the field above our heads, I try to keep my steps as quiet as Aithinneâs. The rocks are too unstable. My slippers have barely any grip on them at all.Halfway across the path, my feet slip and I slide with a scrape over the rocks. I open my mouth to scream, but Aithinne smacks a hand over my mouth and hauls me to safety. She pushes us up against the rough crag, a finger to her lips. Then she releases me and gestures upward. The riders are on the ridge right above us.
âYou said you tracked them this way?â I hear Lonnrach say.
My pulse quickens. I picture him in the mirrored room, teeth at my wrist. This is really going to hurt . It hurt every time.
Almost there . I return to my desperate chant, a reassurance that Kiaran will be there once I escape. Iâll be waiting for you on the other side .
Almost there .
Iâm so distracted by my own thoughts that when I finally look over at Aithinne, Iâm startled to find that sheâs gone entirely still. Her eyes are wide and panicked. When I move to touch her fingers, theyâre ice-cold.
âThey went through the forest,â another voice says, one I donât recognize. âThere are two energy trails here. She had help.â
One horse is so close to the edge that a hoof knocks off small bits of dirt and rock to rain on our feet. Aithinne doesnât appear to notice. Her breathing grows more unsteady, gasping. Loud.
Above us, the horse shuffles closer to the edge. The fae are silentâtoo hushed and still. Dawning horror makes me grow cold. Theyâre listening for us. Aithinneâs breathing has turned heavy, a roar in the quiet.
I press my palm to her lips to quiet her down, and she doesnât react. Her gaze is unseeing, distant now. Sheâs lost in a memory.
âItâs Aithinne,â Lonnrach says, his voice tight. âSheâs with the Falconer.â
Aithinne gasps against my palm, her eyes squeezing shut.
âIt canât be,â the other faery says. âShe couldnât have come through without our sensingââ
âOh, she could,â Lonnrach says. âBut with limited power, sheâd need the right conditions. Sheâll be looking for a way to escape.â
Aithinne is wheezing against my palm, her lips moving. I edge closer. I can hear what sheâs saying through my fingers, her lips forming words against my skin. Three of them. Three words like icy fingertips down my spine. âIt doesnât hurt.â
âShh.â I try to make my breath sound like the air. I donât know how to comfort her or to get her back, not without speaking. If I touch her further, she might respond badly.
âGo through the forest,â Lonnrach says. âTry to pick up their trail there. Weâll double back and see if we missed anything.â
The riders disperse, their steps heavy on the ridge above us. I listen until itâs quiet around us again and lower my hand from Aithinneâs mouth. She still has her eyes shut, her chest rising and falling quickly as she repeats her three words: It doesnât hurt .
âAithinne,â I whisper. âTheyâre gone. Itâs all right.â
Itâs not all right. What he did to you, itâs not all right .
She stops mouthing her chant, but
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