Charlotteâs remark. Theyâd had the old conversation many times, with Lily closing it as she always did: by being non-committal.
âI meant,â Charlotte said, breaking butter into her bowl of flour and crumbling the mixture between her fingertips, âas in for the rest of your life.â
âIâll probably grow old like all of us.â
âOld and alone ,â Charlotte said, eyebrows raised to you-know-I-wonât-let-this-go height.
âIâm not headed anywhere in particular, as you very well know,â Lily said. âIâm happy looking after myself and my kids.â
âDonât you sometimes dream of being swept away in a guyâs embrace? Danced around the room until your toes donât touch the floor.â
âYouâve been reading the kissing books from the library.â Lily put her finely chopped carrots to one side and grabbed a sack of potatoes off the floor.
Charlotte sighed, long and dreamy, as she kneaded her scone dough. âI love the kissing books.â
So did Lily, but if she admitted that to her boss-cum-friend sheâd never get out of the conversation.
âWhat about our current resident available bachelor?â
Lily peered at Charlotte. âWhat about him?â Pointless pretending not to know who Charlotte meant. Nick was the only available bachelor in town below the age of 40. Below the age of 70, come to that, if you included the widowed gentlemen. But something else was happening here. The townspeople had some sort of secret, which appeared to be centred round Lily. Did it involve Nick? Charlotte â nor any of Lilyâs other girlfriends in town â had never directly pushed Nick Barton her way before. Probably because they knew something had happened at last yearâs Ball â although how, Lily didnât know. She had never discussed that awkward moment with anyone. Her friends had spoken of Nick many times but they always came to the same conclusion. He was a loner. Theyâd decided he was a strong man with a determined attitude who wouldnât be swayed by a bunch of love-happy females.
âDo you ever think he might have a thing for you?â Charlotte asked, picking up her own rolling pin and dousing it in flour from a handful on the table.
A thing . A look . Lily shrugged. âDonât know. I doubt it.â
Charlotte swung her rolling pin and prodded the air, aiming it at Lily. âAnd thatâs your problem. You doubt everything about yourself.â
âI do not.â
âHeâs got oomph.â
âOoof!â Olivia proclaimed.
âWhat does that mean?â Lily asked.
âDynamic sexuality ,â Charlotte said, whispering the word âsexualityâ above Oliviaâs head as she handed the child more pastry to roll. âAll supressed and kept close within. Heâs probably an exploding bomb once he lets himself go.â
Lily agreed about the dynamic vitality of the man. If that was male oomph, Nick Barton had oodles of it. But she didnât know what Nick would be supressing and didnât want to further the thought of what it would be like to be close to the sexual explosion. âYou need to take up knitting,â she told Charlotte.
âOh, come on.â Charlotte dumped her rolling pin on the floury surface and walked over to Lilyâs bench. âYouâre not being fair.â Little Olivia was used to the comings and goings in the kitchen, and didnât seem to miss her motherâs presence by her side. She started bashing her pastry with her hands.
âTo whom?â Lily asked Charlotte, plopping her diced potatoes onto the pile of other chopped vegetables.
âTo me and Sammy for a start, let alone yourself.â Charlotte leaned her hip against the bench and folded her arms. âWhen we girls have our night on the town youâre the only one of us not married â apart from the twins, but
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