It was, after all, your idea. Wicked girl.
The words rose up in her mind, and she could not hold them down.
Shameful.
And worst of all:
Ridiculous.
But Adele was gone, and it was too late to call her back. Madelene faced Lord Benedict and with an effort managed to lift her eyes from the recently swept floorboards. His gaze met hers, and Madelene felt it againâthat keen sympathy that had taken hold of her in the gallery.
Lord Benedict blinked quickly, and the moment broke. He turned away to go stand beside his easel.
Retreated
, Madelene thought, then,
No. Surely not.
âIf youâd please to sit down?â Benedict selected a stick of charcoal from the easelâs tray and used it to gesture toward the chair on the raised platform. âWeâll begin with some simple sketches. Iâll build the painting from there.â
âAll . . . all right.â
The chair was a plain one with a rush bottom, and it was angled so that she would be faced toward the windows in a three-quarter profile from Lord Benedictâs point of view.
âNow, Miss Valmeyer,â he said briskly. âAll you need to do is relax and keep your eyes on the flowers.â He gestured toward the pot of bright yellow primroses on the windowsill. âThatâs right. Perfect. Hold still.â
They were very nice flowers. Sheâd always liked primroses. She heard the rustle of paper and the quick scratch of charcoal.
âLift your eyes, please,â Lord Benedict murmured.
âIâm sorry.â Sheâd lowered her gaze to her hands without even noticing. âItâs a habit.â
Lord Benedict made a noncommittal noise and began drawing once more.
Say something
, Madelene ordered herself.
You arranged to be alone with this man. You said you wanted to become acquainted with him.
She had also, however, assumed he would lead whatever conversation they were to have. That was what always happened to her. Everyone else spoke, and she listened. Lord Benedict, however, showed no sign of being interested in anything beyond the movement of his own pencilâoh, and where she was looking.
âKeep your eyes on the flowers, please.â
Madelene concentrated on the flowers. There were four blossoms and a bud. The leaves were a little browned around the edges. They were in the sun too much. Some flowers did best in the shade.
What do I say? What do I do?
She moistened her lips.
âI . . . I know this is to be a classical picture,â she said. âBut no oneâs told me who Iâm to be.â
âWhen I am done, you will be Selene, goddess of the moon, driving her chariot across the night sky.â He paused. âYouâre frowning.â
âIâm sorry.â Madelene forced a smile onto her features.
âAnd thatâs worse,â he said. For the first time, Lord Benedictâs bland politeness faltered, replaced by irritation. âWhatâs the matter?â
I can feel your gaze like a hand on my skin, and I donât know what to do about it.
âI donât feel like a goddess.â
âWhat you feel is less important than what I see,â he said flatly.
âYou see a goddess?â
âI do, and when Iâm done, the whole world will see her.â
He couldnât mean it. It was flattery, meant to get her to smile.
âYouâre frowning again,â he said. âIs something wrong?â
What would Helene say?
âIâm surprised you would care if something was wrong,â she said, lightly, she hoped. âYou dismissed my feelings readily enough just a minute ago.â
Lord Benedict made a wry face. âI did, didnât I? Well, please believe that I want nothing more than for you to be happy and comfortable during our hour.â
âBecause you are so concerned for your delicate subject?â
âBecause you will sit still more patiently.â
Oh. Yes. Of course.
âIâm
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