alone.â
He trudged home from the train station in the darkness. She was dozing on the sofa when he let himself in. He hurried to their bedroom and closed the door behind him.
There were no marks on his face, except for irritation where the tape glue had been. His wrists wouldnât look pretty come morning. Myell turned on the shower and climbed in under hot water. Only under its strong torrent did he allow himself to close his eyes, and lean against the shower wall, and let himself tremble.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
Without meaning to, Jodenny had fallen asleep on the ugly sofa. When she woke the sky was full dark and the shower was running in the master bathroom.
She poked her head into the bathroom. âTerry?â
âYou were sleeping,â he said from behind the shower screen and a cloud of steam. âDidnât want to wake you.â
Jodenny yawned at her mirror reflection. âI tried to reach you. Is your bee working?â
âItâs been frizzing out all day. Sorry I was lateâa few unexpected things came up.â
âSchool was okay?â
Myell reached for a bar of soap. âEvery dayâs something new. Iâll get the hang of it. Did you eat?â
Jodenny thought of Farberâs words. Hostile environment. She said, âIâm starving. Want to go to Mexwax?â
He didnât answer for a moment.
âCome on,â she wheedled. âQuesadillas and tequila.â
âOkay,â he said.
Jodenny was glad. No doubt they both needed a little cheering up. She slipped into a little blue dress and was surprised when Myell ducked into his closet to pull on his clothes. Usually he dressed in front of her. He emerged wearing slacks and a black shirt, one of her favorites.
âYou look great,â he said, and kissed her cheek. His skin was still warm from the shower, his hair damp, and he had a little rash around his mouth. Jodenny touched it gingerly.
âDid you eat something you were allergic to?â
He looked at himself in the mirror. âMaybe. I didnât notice.â
They took their own flit. Myell drove, refusing to put the car on autopilot. Traffic was light. A landscape of darkened stores, empty office parks, and carefully tended public parks slid by their windows, silvery in the moonlight.
âDid they tell you what youâre going to be teaching?â Jodenny asked.
âTheyâre still trying to figure that out. What about you? Your day was okay?â
She studied his profile. He had always been private, reticent, unwilling to complain. But she trusted that if he was having serious problems with Captain Kuvik or anyone else at school, heâd tell her about them. Farberâs words had been meant to unsettle her, nothing more.
âI found out more about Dr. Gayle,â Jodenny said. âShe has a great reputation.â
He nodded, his attention on the road.
âI spoke to her some more. I donât think what sheâs asking for is unreasonable.â
Myell said, âYou want to help.â
âYes.â
His gaze didnât waver from the windshield. âAnd if I asked you not to? Because I donât think itâs a good idea to become involved, and because I worry about your safety?â
Jodenny reached over and touched his arm. âIs your worry worth sacrificing nine lives?â
Myell didnât answer. Jodenny listened to the hum of the flit until they reached Mexwax, a sprawling adobe-style restaurant on a hill overlooking Kimberleyâs western suburbs. They were seated by a window with a good view, and their food came quickly. Jodennyâs basil and ricotta enchilada was excellent. Myell only picked at soup and salad. She told him stories about herself as a young ensign in Supply School and the embarrassing gaffes sheâd made. He smiled at all the right times and ordered two shots of tequila, though he barely touched the second.
Halfway through dessert she
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