pendant inside the spirit house would put me or Dominic in danger? The real danger to Dominic was that Bia might get him in trouble, by using Dominicâs computer knowledge to fix his transcript here. âHey, Dom.â
âYeah?â he said, wiping off the counter.
âYou better not say anything aboutââ
Bia appeared in the kitchen doorway.
I shut my mouth and squatted down to put the pot into the cupboard.
âWhat, Julie?â Dominic said.
âNothing. Forget it.â I had been about to warn Dominic not to tell Bia about the computer connection to the high school. I hoped I would have another chanceâit was just the kind of thing Dominic liked to brag about, and Bia was always encouraging him to talk about computers.
âHey, Bia, youâll never guess what I found out today,â Dominic said. âThe computers at my school areââ
âDominic!â
They both turned and looked at me, surprised by my tone of voice.
I tried to laugh, cursing myself for not warning Dominic earlier. âI bet Biaâs dying for a cigarette, Dom,â I said lightly. âYou can talk later. Come on, Bia.â I hurried out of the kitchen before Dominic could say anything else, and Bia came with me.
Why wasnât he avoiding me, as he had done all weekend? What if he had seen me by the spirit house, and asked me about it? At least I wouldnât have to be confronted with the spirit house and Bia together, now that he had developed the habit of smoking on the front porch.
But Bia walked past me at the front door. âHey,â I said. âArenât you â¦â
âSomething wrong, Julie?â
I swallowed. âNo. Nothing.â I didnât want him to think I had any reason to avoid the backyard. I walked with him through the house, out the sliding doors at the back and down the steps into the night, my skin prickling, urging myself to stop being foolish, once and for all.
What was there to be afraid of? I didnât seriously believe in the spirit. And even if she did existâunlikely as that wasâI had wished safely. My request wasnât selfish; it was possible that it could be granted without any benefit to me at all. But unselfishness wasnât the only reason I had asked her to let Dominic be the one to learn the truth about Bia. I had done that because I knew Dominic would deal with it better than I could. I didnât want the knowledge in my hands alone. I had already lied to Mom and Dad to keep them from learning about Biaâs room in Bangkok. If I knew more, I might also conceal itâeither out of concern for Bia or because he might manipulate me again.
But Dominic was too young, and too bluntly honest, to play games with truth. Once he learned the truth, whatever it was, his only concern would be to do the fair and decent thing. And I didnât think I was using Dominic or putting him in danger. I had specified that no harm should come to him.
Still, I would have preferred to be on the front porch. Especially when I realized, as I walked with Bia across the lawn, what I had left out of the wish: I had forgotten to ask the spirit that no harm should come to me.
âYou angry at me, Julie?â Bia said.
But he was the one who had been avoiding me all weekend! âWhat makes you think Iâm angry?â I asked him, trying to sound casual.
âYou donât wear Buddha pendant I give you.â
Thatâs why he had been staring at me during supper. A shiver worked its way from my stomach up along my spine. âI ⦠I just took it off.â
âPut where? In bag? In pocket?â
It was all I could do not to turn and look directly at the spirit house. And because I was scared, Biaâs cross-examination made me angry. âWhat difference does it make where I put it? Itâs mine. You gave it to me. I can do anything I want with it.â
âOnly want you to understand, Julie,â
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