think those guns had spent the last six months in the dusty arse end of nowhere.â
There was a brief pause, and then Paul Swain said lightly, âMissing it?â
Dan looked steadily at his screen. He said, âHere they are. Part one orders. And itâs not going to be eight weeksâ leave in one slug. Look. A month, then back here, then another month.â
Paul Swain came to look over Danâs shoulder. He grunted.
Dan said, âProbably wise. The ladsâll only blow all their money and then get into trouble.â
Paul grunted again. He said, âIâve got a farm to see to. I want to take the kids shooting rabbits.â
Dan turned to grin at him. âMore jam to make?â
âChutney this time of year, Major. I make a first-class chutney, Iâll have you know.â
Dan looked back at the screen. âItâs a rum old cycle to handle, this, isnât it? Three or four years of being on ops, then relax, then start training, then hard training, then ops againââ
âThatâs what you joined for.â
âI did. Butââ
Paul Swain waited a moment and then said, âChange of gear. Never easy, but never dull.â
Dan stood up. He said, too forcefully, âI just donât want the unit to lose cohesion. They fight so much better in small groups. I donât want them all getting scattered on leave.â
âI see, Major.â
âI do miss the smell of cordite, though. I love it. Iâd wear it as aftershave if I could.â He moved to the window and looked out. The boys in the gun park had been silently at work with their oil and wadding, and on closer inspection had been clammily pasty with hangovers.
âHad a good time, Denny?â Dan had said to one of them.
The boy paused for a moment. He stood straight. âHonking, thank you, suh.â
Dan smiled at him. He felt an enormous affection welling up and out of him like the warmth from a brazier. âCelebrating, were you?â
The boy risked a smirk. He caught the eye of his mate working on the other side of the gun trails. âCompletely spangled, suh.â
Dan smiled again now, just thinking of them. They loved being in a band of brothers; they loved doing what they had been trained to do. It was so important, at all times, not to fail in front of them, not to give them cause to doubt, even for a second, that their very best endeavours would be both noticed and rewarded.
He had given Gunner Denny a brief nod. âTake note of what the sarnt says to you about celebrating. He wonât be wrong. Letting off steam and getting into trouble is the good and bad of getting home.â
Denny didnât flinch. âSuh.â
âDan?â
Dan turned round. Paul Swain was still standing by Danâs computer.
âYou wanted to discuss the homecoming parade?â
âI did, Paul. I do. The CO says medals to be awarded on the polo field. We must get McCormack back for that. And a family day. We must think about that. Family. All that fanfare. OK?â
Paul Swain smiled. âOK.â
âA few pink jobs in with the blue onesââ
âI hear you.â
âHappy?â
Paul Swain gave a sketchy, slightly mocking salute. âHomecoming parade, Major. Medals. Particular attention to the wounded. Family day. Action.â
âCan you stop the car a moment?â Dan said.
Gus pulled the car into a muddy space beside the road, under a scrawny belt of larch trees. âYou OK?â
âYes,â Dan said. âJust â not quite ready to go home.â
There was a short pause. Gus switched off the engine. âMe neither.â
Dan glanced at him. âAnyone there? At home?â
âNope.â
Dan waited.
âKids are at school,â Gus said. âKate is in London. Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays, Kateâs in London.â
Dan said quickly, âCome and have supper at ours. Alexaâd love
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