his attempts to annoy his cousin failed, Martin turned to the dog. At last, he set off to meet his friends, and Anna was glad to see him leave and happier still to see Lukas in the late afternoon.
âHello, Anna. Iâve come to see your new pup. Itâs a shepherdâs dog? â
âYes. I canât believe heâs mine.â
âHeâll be good company when your father and Martin are off on the road.â
âIâll be glad to see the back of Martin,â said Anna with a huff.
âAnd why is that? â asked Lukas who knelt and rubbed the dogâs cream colored belly.
âHeâs so mean! He just heated some bread in the fire. Then he offered it still smoking to Smudge. I yelled at him, but three times he did this. The dog yelped and was burned twice. And Martin laughed. Finally Smudge learned and wouldnât be tempted. No matter how sweetly Martin called, Smudge sat away from him, just watching with his ears pressed flat against his head.â
âSmart dog.â Lukas looked at Anna and added, âIâm worried about my brother. I know some of this is just Martin. Heâs always loved to joke and tease.â
âBut heâs cruel now.â
Lukas nodded. âI had a troubling report of him, and came to speak with him. And to meet Smudge.â
They looked up and saw that Martin had just returned. âHello Lukas,â he said, clapping his older brother on the back.
âHello, Martin. We were just speaking of you.â
âSinging my praises, no doubt. What brings you here?â
âI came to see the Annaâs dog. But Iâd like to speak with you.â
âWhatever Iâve done, I apologize, Lady Anna,â said Martin with a big smile and a deep bow to his cousin.
âNo, Martin, this isnât about Anna. Itâs about two days ago.â
âTwo days ago?â
âYou and some other boys were down by the town gate where three lepers were seeking alms.â
âThey would bring their disease to our town.â
âYou threw stones at them.â
âGood riddance. Theyâre evil,â said Martin, crossing his arms across his chest.
âNo, theyâre afflicted, but they are still the children of God. They have no choice but to seek charity.â
âTheyâre a waste of food and firewood.â After a pause, he asked, âIâm evil? Is that what youâre telling me?â
âI didnât say that.â
âMaybe I am. What does it matter? All my sins will be forgiven soon enough.â
âWhat sins? â asked Lukas looking hard at his younger brother. âI donât understand you.â
Martin met Lukasâs eyes and said, âYouâre the one who wants to be a saint. I want to be a soldier. Iâll be a stronger man than youâll ever be. Someday Iâll be a hero in this holy war. You donât understand anything. Mother says how fortunate we are that you chose a life of prayer. Youâd never have the courage to do whatâs necessary. We understand what has to be done for the sake of all of us. Lepers and fools! Would you share the last of the winterâs food with a useless fool?â
Anna had been listening with increasing dismay. Heâs becoming a monster . She looked at Lukas, who opened his mouth but found no words. He kneeled near the fire rubbing his hands, chilled through, startled, and staring.
âWhereâs your heart?â asked Anna as Martin stormed out.
13
HERRING AND EELS
March 31, 1096
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