hook.â
Boo was shaking as she said these words. Callum drew into himself, his muscles straining against the fabric of his coat. He walked to the wall and back. The air between us felt like it was twitching.
â
If
this happened, yeah?â Callumâs London accent had never seemed so gruff, so foreign to my ears. â
If
this happenedâif you did this to himâthen we have to find him. But if he was really here, wouldnât he have come to us?â
âIt happened,â I said.
âYou didnât stay for what happened next,â Boo added. âThe lights in the hospital went out. The window in his room shattered and broke.â
This didnât seem to do much to endear me to Callum.
âBut he wasnât there,â Callum said.
âThatâs not always how it works,â Boo said.
âWe usually find them where they die.â
â
Usually,
â Boo said. âBut this isnât usual. We were thinking about places he lived. We checked the flat.â
âSo did I,â Callum said. âBoth of them.â
Callum had checked some places. He was sort of on our side.
âThen weâll check other places he lived. Eton. Do you know where his parents live?â
âSomewhere in Kent.â
âItâs probably in here somewhere,â Boo said, looking around at the bags on the floor. âSome record or something from school.â
âHe wouldnât go to his parents. He hated them. Eton too.â
âMight not be a choice,â Boo said. âWe have to look. He got the sight at Eton, yeah?â
âWhen heââ Callum cut himself off.
âHe told me,â I said, âhe almost killed himself. Because of what happened to his sister. It was in a boathouse or something?â
âItâs somewhere to look.â Boo pulled out her phone and checked something.
âEton is near Windsor. If we take Thorpeâs car, we can be there in an hour. Letâs find the other address.â
She dove into the bags of paperwork alone and dug around for a few minutes before giving up.
âWeâll get it from Thorpe,â she said. âWeâll start at Eton. Rory, are you okay, being here?â
So she had changed her mind on that one. I didnât want to hold them back, and I didnât want to be alone. Alone was the end of the world.
âGo,â I said.
Callum turned to the door and left. Boo came over to me and took me by the shoulders and looked me in the eye.
âWeâll sort it,â she said. âItâll be okay, yeah?â
âCallum hates me.â
âHe doesnât. Heâs upset, thatâs all. Iâll talk to him. Iâll sort it.â
I didnât know if Boo believed these things could all be fixed or was talking herself into it.
Then it was just me and the box again, and I wasnât going back in there. I curled up on the sofa and turned on the television for some company. I needed noise, light, something to fill the vacuum. I would use this time. I would think about this problem. Where would Stephen be? Not Eton, not his parentsâ. Those didnât feel right to me. There had to be an answer.
Or there was no answer at all. That was the other possibility.
I closed my eyes like I had at the hospital and tried to return to Imaginary Uncle Bick and the bird store. I could see the store in my mind, hear the birds tweeting and bickering overhead, feel the little feathers fluttering down and landing on my face. I could see my uncleâs beardy face, hear his broad Southern accent saying my name, see the A Bird in Hand logo on his baseball capâbut he had no wisdom to impart to me. He was sweetly silent, and the birds flew around. As I found myself drifting, I felt like there might be someone lingering in the aisles of the store, over by the birdseed bells and tiny mirrors, and I wanted to say something about this to Uncle Bick, but he shook his
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